pamela

XANGA here i come

2007-03-18T08:13:00.000-07:00

Ok people. I have decided to move to Xanga to blog!!!

Because:

1) I'm sick of blogger and all that [dot]blogspots.
2) Xanga allows me to publish using the fonts i already have in the computer.
3) It's more like systematic in a way, cause there's this proper profile page and gallery page and all that shit which i'm not even sure whether i'll u se but oh wells.
4) I've posted two posts there.
5) The music i put there is damn nice.
6) I like the name sweetlovesins.
7) I want to start afresh cause my archives in here are seriously embarrassing.

7 rather good reasons don't you think? :DD

SO SO SO. This is possibly my last post here, i won't delete this blog. I'll leave it be in case some don't know. And i'll leave my links here as well. And my tagboard.

HERE!!!

http://www.xanga.com/sweetlovesins

PLEASE RELINK!!! THANKS.

BUT there's a negative side. Stupid xanga doesn't allow cbox and all that links shit. Annoying. So i'll leave a "TAG ME HERE" link at the end of every post for convenience. Or you just comment, really. And that crap ad above. =.=

Oh wells.

BYE BLOGGER! *heart aches* Till I feel like coming back again!!! :) I love you still!

xanga or blogger!?!

2007-03-17T11:03:00.000-07:00

Shit i don't know whether i should shift to Xanga or not!

Should i should i??? Please leave a comment or tag!

Anyway, it's QianHui's birthday today and Dilys' tomorrow.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY:)))

School's starting soon. The start of the usual monotonous no-life.

hana yori dango!!!

2007-03-15T03:18:00.000-07:00

I'm watching Hana Yori Dango now. :D Sort of finishing the series soon but i can't find ep 10 of Season 2!!! :(((

Shall go ask Steffi when i see her online.^^

Tsukasa: "Huming-yay"

Soujiroh, Akira, Rui: =.=" Eh?

LOL ~.^

I don't know what happened after he lost his memory in the show yet cause i couldn't find the last episode. D:

*has waited very long for Steffi to come online*

*Steffi still not online*

(&$%#!)

Hopefully there's season 3??? :DD

花より男子

I think Matsumoto Jun is very funny in his role anyway:) Oguri Shun too as Hanazawa Rui, somehow he's very adorable in his gestures and the way he acted, rather than his features.

And because of Matsumoto Jun, i'm listening to Arashi now. Which is so wrong.

I think my blogskin is annoyingly good. So everytime i look at my blog and decide that i want to change my skin for one second, i change my mind the next second cause it's so serene, sweet and nice.

Bah, i can't even change it even though i feel like it. Can't bring myself to do it. Oh and dilys your skin would have to wait again! Gomen! I'll do a super nice one in June. :DD

I kind fully recovered already.

Mmmm, CQ is acting weird.

stupid stomach virus

2007-03-13T01:47:00.000-07:00

Yes i'm back people. Back. And fucking sick.

I got some stomach virus that caused me to vomit. And i had diarrhoea too. Sucks like elephant's shit. I don't know what the fuck that virus was but almost everyone in my family who went to Malaysia got it. Except my dad.

It was so bad on the way back home. I was holding on to a Giant plastic bag in case i felt like vomiting anytime.

And the roads in Malaysia was so freakking bumpy that it only made me feel worse.

I felt so so so weak in the car. I thought i would just like melt.

My sister vomited too. I think hers was worse than mine. And several other people, my aunt, my two cousins (who got diarrhoea as well)..Then my uncle had severe stomach aches, another uncle got food poisoning which was so bad he couldn't walk. Another aunt(my bro's kuei4 bu4) also got diarrhoea and her daughter too. And my mum too.

My two toddler cousins were worse off, they vomited till they had nothing to vomit so they vomited out bile. Gosh. Actually i think the virus came from them. Argh.

I'm feeling much better now though.

So i reached home at 1.45 am last night. I was deadbeat. I don't know why, i slept a lot in the car but when i reached home i still felt tired.

So i couldn't say the Malaysia trip was very fun, can i? Plus i didn't buy much, merely a pair of shoes, a few pieces of clothing and a belt.

=.=

Quite a waste of time, imagine, all the way from SG to JB to Port Klang and all the way back again on car. Terrible-ness??!?!

And i was supposed to reach home on Monday, then i could go to Tashi's house for CME project. And more importantly, to see her new Hilfiger shoes!!! But couldn't! >< Then today, they all went to Tash's house to do lang arts script and i couldnt go too. I didn't see the msg and couldnt go anyway.

And now that i'm back and sick, I still have to pull myself up to do my homework. (I haven't done any yet though.) FREAKINESS. The school doesn't have any compassion at all. Inhumane.

I just watched some Japanese show Yanlin lent me just now. GOSH! Not to be rude but YANLIN!!! The show is so so so so so boring! I watched 青空のゆくえ, i doubt if i would watched the other one you lent me. =.=

Some good things? Jiamin got Vanishing Acts!! OMGOMGOMG. :DD YAY. And then she can lend me all all all the books she bought. Wahaha.

JODI PICOULT!!! Here come I! HAHA.

happy birthdays

2007-03-07T05:04:00.000-08:00

Two more days till the March hols! :D *anticipates happily*

Today's seventh March, so happy birthday to Marcus and Michelle Seetoh. And Michelle Huang tomorrow:))

Will be going Msia again in two days though~~~ lalala i don't know how i feel about this.

Today has been pretty much a happy day. Not much homework i guess. And the math quiz is called off, all the better.

Three periods of chinese was also all that i needed to finish up the comic series "Love For Venus" which was so darn cliche but so unbelievably sweet all the same.

Have to run SIX rounds tomorrow. Sounds terrible.

I havent started on so many things. And i've already got most of my hols like packed. DIE DIE SHIT. :((

Say Millie and her friend today at TM when i was loitering about with Yimei and Adryl.

I am suspicious. I am.

Maybe i'm just too bored.

vote??

2007-03-03T08:46:00.000-08:00

This should have been put up loooooonnnnnnnnnnnggggggggggg ago.
But please spare a vote!

Heheh.

Anyway, out of pure boredom: (AGAIN!)
http://www.livelove.co.nr

I've deleted withlove.co.nr and have moved into my hosted site.

:DDD

rambling.

2007-03-02T06:16:00.000-08:00

Today was a fine day with tests like bio and physics!!! WOOOO. It is such a happy day to speak of.

=.=

But surprisingly, it didn't turn out too bad i think, the tests (which were fairly tough) aside, all were well. EXCEPT MATH. Training was fine too, though tiring.

MATH WAS A BITCH. OR RATHER, MS XIE WAS A BITCH.

My Yeo, annoyingly went on a course. So we were left with some unwanted relief teacher. I'm not trying to be evil or mean. But i am SERIOUS. She CANNOT teach for nuts.

I didn't understand something so i asked her. I didn't understand her question, so she repeated her un-understandable question a few times in different ways. But she is apparently, short tongue and besides that, i didn't understand her.

So she raised her voice at me. Not shouting duh, but she stared at me like i'm some idiot who entered the wrong school.

Then she said:"I'll get back to you later."

It was pretty much expected that she didn't get back to me duh. Not that i wsih she would. I'm not even being biased. Tashi and Yiling beside me couldn't understand a shit she was saying as well.

MMM. She's a bitch la. I hope Mr Yeo comes back soon enough.

Nvm, i'm going out with Eli tomorrow:)))))) So she can explain to me. Even though sometimes i go home with eli and siya and bev, i still miss them. And Shiyun and Yanlin. And lushikoh.

Anyway su changed her blogskin. And who is the other person who calls sulin su!?! Annoying twit hah.
http://cupcakes-fortwo.blogspot.com/

Anyway there's a lot of homework this weekend. Going to study with eli then maybe going out. :) Meet her so so SOOOOOOOO early tmr. Shit.

:DD

havianas stolen

2007-02-26T05:39:00.000-08:00

Somebody fucking stole my white havianas which cost 50 bucks.

I've already cursed that thief, i guess it helps a little, i don't feel as mad. That loser will fucking pay for it.

This was the very first draft of the curse.

He'll (or she) get APL, acute promyelocytic leukemia. It'll be hibernating under his skin and it'll start roaring every once in a while. He'll need leukocytesor stem cells or bone marrow to fool his body into thinking it's healthy, but too bad he doesn't even have that slight hope of hoping cause he won't find a doctor. Then he'll die. Slow painful death.

But after that, i thought it was a bit harsh and i decided that he would jsut sprain his ankle so he can't move about and steal stuff as agile as used to be.

They just steal stuff like that, and what!?! Expected to be forgiven cause they have no money? And they have to resort to stealing stuff?

Right.

I'm so sure. If you were dying of starvation, i doubt if the first thing you'd steal would be a pair of havianas huns. Unless you are brainless of course.

So you obviously stole my havianas for your own materialistic gains, either my selling it or for yourself or your daughter or whatever. Whatever it is, you stole it. That's a bloody crime.

And i frigging paid good money for it. You simply stole it. Idiot.

Whatever. I think i'm gonna get my white havianas AGAIN.

And i'm never gonna let mum hang my slippers out there on the corridor.

Anyway i think i failed my math test by a bit. Which is pretty sad anyhow you see it. But life's full of ups and downs. I've got to accept it, no?

After all, it's not worse than my havianas being stolen, to me that is. Call me materialistic, but ain't everybody?

BE truthful.

And anyway, if you leave, i think i might just leave with you. I'd rather be with you, my friend.

lsk outing + cny

2007-02-21T02:42:00.000-08:00

Ok, this was meant to be posted long ago but I couldn't post till Hil and Su posted cause i don't have any of the pictures with me. So, now i can finally post cause Su finally posted and i kup the pictures.

So LUSHIKOH OUTING.

I was late, as a matter of fact, and to be fair to myself, i had a valid reason. (Phew!) I had a frigging block nose the night before and so i couldn't sleep till don't know what time so due to the late sleeping i woke up late the day after, which is the day where the 3 of us were supposed to go out.

So i met them at Mos Burger, saw some ex dunmanian there with his girlfriend or sorts. Then we ate, i wasn't supposed to eat at all according to my mental dieting schedule. But they forced me to eat so i ate. Not many times we get to go out. So yeah, eat lo.

Mos was a fast food restaurant somemore ok. YUCK. Besides...

Ok, then we wanted to eat our Ichigo Bliss as usual but we didn't, so we had some frozen ice cream cake thing. We wanted the cheese flavour but they ran out of stock or something so we had the cheese one which didn't taste bad at all.

Su being very evil, snatched the smallest piece and left me and hil to share. Then hil being evil also (cause she don't like cheese or smth) took the 2nd smallest piece and left me with the biggest piece. =.="

So much for dieting ain't it.

The cake thing above.

Then engaged in idle chat and gossip even though it's annoyingly unhealthy for mind body and soul.

They decided to buy chocobaby. ^^

Then walked around lovely land and all that then took neos~~~~~~~lalala.

This machine was damn cool, we could like scan in our stuff and then take pictures with it.

Oh yes, we decided to invite a cheerleader to take neos with us! *rolls eye*

Then went to Orchard cause Su wanted to pee in wheelock's toilet, well that was one of the reasons anyway, but it didn't happen la.

Went to cine, su and hil playing capsule machine, i bought a lipstick and a nail polish at dodo club.

Oh the way to Taka, i saw this:

I was thinking if my english was really that bad, that i couldn't spell pedestrian. Cause they spelled pedestrain. Then i was like =.=" So i asked the rest lo. Haha. Right there in Orchard road ok!!! What a disgrace to us Singaporeans! Imagine some ang mor came as a tourist and then saw this sign! Gosh, the signs were all over the place i tell you, not only one.

Then ate at KFC again, fast food restaurant again. I wanted to slap myself.

Lushikoh at Taka's KFC :DDDDDD

Then i wanted to go Far East so badly but didn't in the end cos no time. ><>

Then went to kino lo, su got her jap mags. Then we went to Watsons, i got some stuff there, hair straightening serum thing. Then went to Forever 21, wanted to get jeans, but didn't get in the end.

Then went home, hil and su dropped off at Bedok. Left me alone to Tampines. =.="

MMM. Long post. Just finished a Beard Papa hee. Kinda eating Lays now.

Chinese new year just passed anyway, was fun la. Not much hong pao money actually, $300++ about there.

1st day just went to Mama's house and Ah ma's house then went to Msia to visit Qing gaga. Set off some fireworks there.

2nd day go some relative of mum's place, then another one. Then eat dinner and then go back.

3rd day go meet Mr Yeo and take math test at Cafe Cartel. Wasn't very good i think, how i fared la. Then took train all the way to Bishan to Yigu's house for gathering. (The place was so damn far!) Watched people play pool, cause there was a mini pool tournament in the attic.

Irene jie and Siong ga ga was the last two, don't know who won la. Like wth la, they are like together then he taught her to play so obviously he's better. =.=" But so damn sweet right. :))

Then gambled a lot, but only lost $2 in the end. (...!) , finally i learnt how to play Xi1 Ki4 Buei2. :DD Thanks to Clement!

Think now i want to join ASCI IB School already. :DDD Sounds so good.

Hehe. Spent so long here. OMG. Bye.

THAILAND

2007-02-12T23:15:00.000-08:00

Yeaps i'm back from BANGKOK!!! ^v^ Land of Smiles! :)) It was great, overall, besides the sucky hotel. Yeah, everything was quite good!!! ^^

Day 1: Rushed to airport from TP after match~ Then shopped at Duty Free. Ate at Han's.Proceeded to the aeroplane. Ear pressure was actually all not that bad, it was only during the later part, descending part where i could barely hear anything. =.=

Then we went to some hotel, more like motel, called Bangkok Sahara. It was so wrong, the hotel. It was quite bad la. But it looked so different online and it was already paid online so yeah we just stayed there.

But it was quite convenient and everything. So it wasn't too bad. ^^

Then we walked around the streets of Bangkok and there were beggars every now and then. It was so so so saddening to see such things. Like people who are sickly and homeless and hungry and dying. And then you think about people like Paris Hilton.

Unforgivable ain't it? It is so so so unfair. But that's life and i shan't continue to harp on the depressing things.

That was about all i think. I forgot what we had for dinner that day. Oh right, i rmb, it's some Thai restaurant and i swear, the thai people eat things that are super super salty. I mean it. I'm like those who eat salted popcorn and sweet corn with extra zi4. So it was like, extremely salty.

Day 2:

Shopping starts here!!!

First we had breakfast at the hotel, American Breakfast thing. Then we went to this HUGE shopping centre called CentralWorld. Vivocity is nothing compared to it. So we bought some stuff there. :) Yeah and we spent quite a bit of time there. Ate lunch at some Thai restaurant again. But it was saltier and spicier than ever, so thereafter, we went to Dunkin Donuts and Baskin Robbins.

After that, we went to Platinum Mall, bought a bit more stuff there where you can slash the price. Hah.

It was about evening already when we went to Siam Paragon. Then i forgot where we had dinner.

Day 3:

CHATUCHAK~~~

We woke up at about nine then we went ALL THE WAY TO CHINATOWN in Bangkok to eat breakfast. Some chinese restaurant. It was so so so far!

We had to take the BTS train. I swear, the Thais speak with this really really really weird accent. Like really sensual and gentle. The station was say, Nana. They had to say "Next station: Naaaahhh Naahhhhh."

It's like uber funny and bro had to speak to me in that imitation thai accent of his, throughout. It was less than bearable ok. Gosh. =.="

Then we took the train to Chatuchak! Where we bought a lot of stuff and slash the prices like hell. :)) So we bought some more stuff there.

Me: "Pheng Pheng!" (means discount or smth)
Thai: "No pheng no pheng!"

LOL.

Then it was rather hot and stuffy in Chatuchak so we got ice popsicles for 3 baht each. Which is about 2 cents i think, sg dollars.

Then it closed at 6, so we had dinner at some japanese restaurant called Fuji in Paragon. I had this beef rice thing. And the normal sushi things.

Day 4: Went to Siam Center and Bro bought like 5 tops in a row. =.= In one shop. Or two. Then we went to Mah Boon Krong. Couldn't find much there, bro and i went back to Siam Center again.

Bought some stuff again.

Then we ate Shabu Shabu at Siam Center. Which was seriously filling. Then went back to the hotel and pack stuff. Bathe and all that crap.

Went to the airport and ate at there, some chinese restaurant again.

Took the plane back to Singapore, then i was putting the hand luggage onto the luggage compartment above and i didn't know i was blocking the people behind. Then omg, i was so embarrassed la. When my brother told me to move away. -.-

Reached Singapore at about midnight. Bought liquor at Duty Free. Went home, packed some stuff, and slept at two.

End of Trip.

School has been terribly hectic these days with common tests and homework. And it just sucks la. So yeah, all i can say is that i barely have enough time to shit so my site is currently under hiatus. At least i think so.

Today's math common test was a bitch. There's gonna be a chinese one tmr.

Oh and tomorrow's Valentine's!!!

Happy Valentine's Day to all!

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 is in the airrrrrrrrrr. *rolls eye*

Not for me but oh wells! :D

beeeeeeeeeeer

2007-02-06T02:35:00.000-08:00

My mum broughtIceberg back. It's like, a non alcoholic kinda beer. Which tastes exactly like beer but isn't beer. So i'm like a bit sick so it's like a funny scene when i thought it was a soft drink. Then i was like, zonked.

Like "what is this TASTE!?!"

It wasn't like alcoholic so ok la, but still the taste was a but weird. Hah. Now my throat's feeling hot, like a smooth sizziling sensation down my throat. =.=

Ok i'm watching Meteor Garden now, it's so freakking SWEET. :DD And nice. So i'm feeling happy.

Oh right, lost the match against Pasir Ris Sec today. Hmmm. Jiayou la.

Today's Sis' birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IRIS!
:DD

School is boring like hell. Can't wait for thurs to comeeeeeeee. ^^

I'm currently saving up for Japan anyway. ^~^ Anybody who has extra money can donate to me la. Hah.

And i thought you were nice. Or maybe you were different. But you turned out to be the same, maybe i was just too gullible. Yeah maybe i was...

lovely saturday

2007-02-03T01:27:00.000-08:00

Today's quite a good day. Thought a lot. Learned a lot? Read a book, still am reading. My Sister's Keeper by Jodi Picoult. I love her now. frigging awesome.

Time just seemed to have lolled past, ever so slowly.

I noticed but that didn't stop me from reading too. Then the weather today was so nice and peaceful. It made me think of the country side again.

I want to live in somewhere as peaceful as it was today, everyday.

Going for a reunion dinner later. Early i know, cause i'm going Bangkok in a few days. So it really doesn't matter.

I've set my eyes on Japan this year. Hopefully i can pay most of the expenses myself. Hopefully.

Really hoping for something is something i haven't done for a long time, not since a few years ago. I doubt if i am now. But i guess it's the idea that's put across here. Not that i really am. I am hoping but sort of knowing deep inside me whether it will really realise.

Jodi Picoult has influenced me, as you can see, my writing style seems to have changed a bit.

Even i noticed.

If i were Anna, i doubt if i might be so strong.

Yeah i doubt if i would be, strong in terms of everything, i am kinda lacking.

Remember when i said that i'll stop eating carbs? It didn't happen.

Ate Burger King yesterday. And not too long ago, i was stabbing my white plastic spoon into a big red bowl of porridge. (On the bed while reading my book)

I guess that was for tea.

I should try shutting myself out, away from the world and what seems reality. And become a poet or a writer. A new aspiration down that long list.

hello lesbian.

2007-02-01T06:32:00.000-08:00

I officially think i'm a lesbian, uh no, like i don't know what. But there's some problem with me.

This is a mail i received from Sulin. You know, those long chain mails? Yeah, but much to my despair.

sixteen signs your in love

SIXTEEN: When you're on the phone with them late at night and they hang up,
you still miss them even when it was just two minutes ago.

FIFTEEN: You read their Texts and Ims Over and over again.

FOURTEEN: You walk really slow when you're with them.

THIRTEEN: You feel shy whenever they're around.

ELEVEN: When you think about them, your heart beats faster but slower at
the same time.

TEN: You smile when you hear their voice.

NINE: When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you
just see him/her.

EIGHT: You start listening to slow songs while thinking about them.

SEVEN: They're all you think about.

SIX: You get high just from their scent.

FIVE: You relize you're always smiling when you're looking at them.

FOUR: You would do anything for them, just to see them.

THREE: While reading this, there was one person on your mind this whole
time.

TWO: You were so busy thinking about that person, you didnt notice number
twelve was missing

ONE: You just scrolled up to check & are now silently laughing at
yourself.

NOW MAKE A WISH. YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO.......
And, i realised no 12 was missing. I never did have any of these sixteen symtoms of love. Whatever. I'm gay les whatever you wanna call me. Isn't my age like a quite sweet age? Like to have someone to crush on type?
Why i don't have leh! ><
Ah nvm, i just switched to FireFox, not really switched cause i'm new and haven't tried out the functions and whatnot. So using IE as well as FF. Anyone knows what good addons are a must?
Tmr got surds diagnostic quiz. Gtg, wish me luck. And maybe lotsa proper love. XP

happy birthday friends

2007-01-27T17:24:00.000-08:00

Yeah it's early in the morning about 9 plus now and i just decided to post. For no whatsoever reason.

My blog is like full of stupid stuff and there aren't too much intelligent controversial things in here to debate about and talk about but heck la. I don't give a shit. This is my blog and i'll do whatever i want with it. :DD

I was searching on Youtube any movies for LA project, but much to my disappointment, i didn't find any.

I haven't done much hmwk, gonna start on it later.

Yesterday, went out with Shiyun, Bev, Siew Ting, Yanlin and Rachel C., to celebrate Shiyun's birthday. So yeah, we watched "Happy Birthday" which starred Louis Koo and Liu Ruo Ying. The show was kinda sweet. And very sad. :(

Met tachibana (Sulin) there with Gloriaaaaaa!!! :))

"That's a black bag la! Not brown! Aye, your eyes got problem ah???"

LOL. Cause su was carrying a "brown" bag, but clearly she was wrong!

But yeah, Happy Birthday to Zhu Ting, Shiyun and Shaina. :)

I think i said this before but who cares, one can never complain that he/she has too many birthday wishes right?

valentine

2007-01-25T01:40:00.000-08:00

Ok, i don't know how to start this off.

School has been pretty monotonous and boring recently. In fact, very. I am getting sick of blogging already... Homework and project had been pretty slack, even till now. Hopefully it stays this way.

But yet, i've been quite busy. With all the jap learning and random surfing and everything. Time just flew.

I cut my hair at Kimage so now it's ridiculously short. Like short short, can't-tie-for-nuts short. So i'm a bit not used to it.

Vday this year's gonna be single maybe not so sweet. I mean, after all, it's a day for couples and you can't possibly fake it and say: "So what if i don't have a date? I have my girls! They are the bestest things on earth!" I mean it's true, obviously. But it's a date where everything sweet and romantic comes alive and girlfriends are sweet but not romantic.

It's more like trying to cover up for yourself when you say that and don't have a boyfriend no? I mean, might as well just admit it.

Being single doesn't mean that you are pathetic or hopeless. Not at all. It's nothing bad. I'm not trying to "cover" up or try to contradict myself. I'm just saying that you probably just haven't met that Mr Right i guess.

But Valentine's Day is a day to feel quite left out when it's supposed to be a date of love and all that adorable shit. and you don't have a date.

They say in magazines about holding parties with your girlfriends and just have the party of the year. That is nonsensical crap. Unbelievable, not believable.

And for those girls who are...not very presentable, they read these magazines and feel joy for themselves cause, somehow, they find comfort in those words.

Sometimes, it's really just yourself that's the problem. That maybe you should stop niao-ing people so much, stop being so annoying, stop being so lianish, stop being so act cute, stop being such a bitch.

But these magazines find ways to cover up for them, like tell them, your Mr Right hasn't arrived, that's all. And tell them to spend the lovely day with trusty girlfriends and family. On one hand, that may be true, on another, it's just an excuse.

I'm not saying that all girls are like that of course. I'm meaning, SOME.

It's not pathetic for singles out there, just...sad, on this particular day of course.

And i'm one of them. Which is yeah, sad. But i'll get over the day just fine. XP

Yeah i guess i will. ><

friday night out

2007-01-19T21:44:00.000-08:00

Ok, i was out yesterday night with Bev, Yanlin, Eli, Siya and Shiyun. :DD

Ate dinner at Pepper Lunch with them even though i already had eaten dinner at home. I was so uber pissed at my dad yesterday, he was late for like one and a half hour when he said "a while" Cause i was waiting for him to fetch me.

Obviously i am angry because if he knew he would take long, at least, tell me??? Seriously.

Never mind, back to topic.

The picture looks cheesy i know. But i miss all of my friends so much! :(((( You can't read the words it doesn't matter. I don't want you to read those black curvy words anyway. XP

Yeah so we took neos, loitered around. Siya, Eli, Yanlin and Shiyun left first. So Bev and me walked around cine a bit more, until like 11 then we took the MRT home.

I haven't seen proper lushikoh in ages too. :( This is saddening.

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Happy birthday to Bev, Yiling, Shiyun, Shaina and Zhuting! Have a kickass birthday!

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Yesterday's training for the first half was HORRID. We had to be out in the sun for like 30 minutes and had to run two rounds round the freakking track and i was black as shit. Like i was fairer cause i havent been much under the sun recently but that fateful 30 min of sun was out to kill.

You could bake a POTATO. Much less, me.

My stamina sucks and i don't know what to do about it. I've been sick with a cold and flu for 5 days and it's not going away.

I'm pretty much a huge piece of germ if this goes on.

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I haven't done homework and school's been taking up most of my time. I have tests and projects and assignments and homework and textbooks to be read. That explains why i am blogging so much less often as the past.

And a long post should be expected each time i post i guess.

Dad and Bro has gone to Malaysia JB for relatives stuff yeah so i have all the time in the world on the com today. I better make use of it. So i think i'm gonna do homework tmr. And STUDY, of course.

Fahrenheit is coming to Tampines Mall on Monday!!! Hanakimi autograph session! I didn't buy the disc but oh wells. I could go, no? And so, i have a sudden urge to skip monday's training. I don't want to be under the damn sun again!!!

But i need to train for the upcoming matches la. :((( East zone matches are coming. Tsk.

I shall go do something else now. I don't know what.

Rashiko is in a terrible state. Hil go pick up some lessons. GO GO GO.

I'm goin out later tonight. After my 7 oclock show of course. Probably not gonna cut my hair this weekend. Going to Siyuan's house to do project tmr morn at 9. Holy shit. He has three dogs in his massive house. EEKS.

And I didn't know animals had mense! I only knew after Shiying and Siyuan told me~ It's gross. XP That's a proper reason to dislike animals now! They can't take care of their own hygiene. But why don't i see stray cats bleeding everywhere??? WHY?

Oh wells. I dislike my history relief teacher now. She's a bad teacher. She goes like "Erm, erm" ALL THE TIME. After each phrase or sentence she says, she would go "erm". Gosh, it's bloody annoying. And she sounds unsure and she keeps asking US.

Like: "Don't you think so? ERM."

I want adorable flasher Chiang back! He is an amazing teacher. He completely ignore those who are talking while going on about lesson! We don't have to greet him at all, nor when he leaves or when he arrives.

He says "Sit down sit down, no need to greet, no need to greet" and starts lesson.

"You guys must read all these up on your own time! I don't have time to explain all these to you all the time..." And he always finishes his PPT slides right when the bell rings. :D

And even when Steffi's phone was ringing so loudly, he just ignored and continued with his class. And his huge actions are adorable. And bulging eyes. And the way he speaks when he uses himself as an example.

"I would have my Chiang Dynasty..."

LOL. He's so much better than that relief teacher. School is now so boring i can't stand it. I need to go to boarding school.

sick sick SICK.

2007-01-13T17:56:00.000-08:00

This page seems a bit ancient. I've got no idea when was the last time i posted. But i decided to post today cause i woke up too early cos i couldn't get back to sleep and my head was aching.

Or i mean, my head IS aching. Though not as bad. I'm been really busy lately. Last week was like freaking volleyball week with all the sports tryouts for the new batch of sec 1 volleyballers.

Then i missed school on Friday. I'm not gonna say why. It's simply too hard to explain here, so i shan't bother. So i missed the friendly match that day as well.

Then i was just back from Malaysia yesterday night. Thus it probably seems that i skipped school cause i had to go to Malaysia, oh well, that's for your own speculation. *hint*

(But not like i went there to have fun ok, there were problems~)

I haven't done much homework yet cause my head is still aching and i'll do it later.

I am really sick. Know why? Cause it's been like 3 hours since i woke up and i haven't had breakfast and i'm NOT feeling hungry. Which is way weird cause i usually need like food every 3 seconds or something. I merely drank half a cup of bland Milo and nothing else. GOSH.

Oh right, I got the SAP scholarship!!!! Yes, like omfg, cause my chinese is like not the best i know. But yes i got it. I bet most people are surprised. *rolls eyes*

It couldn't have been my results that snagged me the position of being a SAP scholar but rather my interview. :DD

Like only about 30 over a hundred +++ interviewees got it. So most of my friends didn't get it~~~ :(

So i guess since i have the chance, i'll just have to make good use of it. And do my best or else i'll feel bad for taking the scholarship and not do well. ^^

I miss my old friends~~~When is lushikoh outing eh!?!?! And the others of course??? When are we going Teo Heng again??? *sobs*

Lame conversation with Siya

2007-01-05T06:51:00.000-08:00

Here's just something that i want to keep in my blog so that i can read back on it and reminiscence. It's lame and somewhat funny. Read if you want, i guess. (it's a very shortened version already, i cut away the in betweens.)

It's a msn conversation with Siya.

The rest is history. There were some more parts which i wish to keep but apparently Blogger does not allow me to upload anymore. :(

Gosh, i want my old friends back again!

Anyway, Shiyun's blog is up and kicking again! Please go take a look, and tell me the blogskin kicks ass. :DD

first day of school.

2007-01-03T04:40:00.000-08:00

Today was the first day of school for year 2007. It was fairly well. My new classmates...i haven't really talked to most of them so i don't know but it's ok, cause at least there are people whom i know in class.

I want to freakking sit by the window. It's opened and lovely and has an awesome view. Gee. And it's air conditioned. I don't mind the container classrooms, i honestly prefer them to the normal ones. (That's because the campus is old and dingy.)

The trees in the new campus are a beauty. And the steam angine train that comes every once in a while to Malaysia. It's gorgeous. I want to sit on it!!!

Like, the peaceful suburbs of Singapore... Quietness that serenade the soul. Indescribable.

Let's start with this morning ok, i slept at two yesterday night,i was fidgetting in bed for two hours. I suffer from a bad case of insommia. It's from my father. :( So i woke up at six. FOUR hours of sleep is not even half of the usual number of hours. I need like ten? =.="

You can imagine how dead i was, i walked to the MRT and met hil, she was early too, like me. Then i suddenly realised. It suddenly hit me.

That Su's really gone, like everytime i hang with hil, there's always this voice that's a bit nasal, a bit shrill when it comes to high notes, and always sounding so demanding and gossipy and full of knowledge. =.=" It belongs to Ms Yeo Sulin and now every morning i will take the bus with hil and there's no more su. It feels damn weird.

Not that i am unable to hang out with hil, but without su we feel something lacking. That girl is always talking so once she's not present, we'll feel a lack thereof. Right hil???!!! tsk.

And and, shiyun, yanlin, beverly, siya and eli and the others, i miss them too. :(( I want them back, all of them.

Sigh nvm, i couldn't sleep on the bus trip and the day started off with a long speech by Mr Sng and activities---DHS Xtreme. It was fairly fun for me, nothing too much as usual. I thought the game with the chairs and the flour and water was bad, cause they mixed the water with flour, they can simply just put flour can't they??

And my fbts were soaked. I had to take them out~And it felt wrong. AND weird.

But i've got to say that those student leaders and facilitators did quite well generally for the whole thing and you can see the effort.

Then after the whole thing FINALLY ended, i went to Bugis with Bev and Eli to get my pencil case and eli got her pens and bev got her notebooks for the year. Say, last minute rush.

I saw the bag i wanted already and i'm gonna get it soon. When i have money of course. Gee.

I shall not focus on what's after this week. Cause studying starts and bleaugh~

Oh oh, and MDM JOHN is my form teacher AGAIN. KNS >< She sucks, she's gonna chase after my skirt again. And her lame cold jokes~~~

Homework's still unfinished and it's bothersome. (-.-)

I've received several gifts from affies and i'll put them up once i have time.

pediCURE.

2007-01-01T11:29:00.000-08:00

Today was Gor's brithday so we went to my gran's quite early in the day about 1.30pm. I went for a pedicure with Irene jie and it was lovely. It was my first proper pedicure and now my feet's looking all buffed and good. It's like painted a shade lighter that chocloate brown. I wanted it square but the toenails were too short so i had them round. But it's ok, it was great. The scrubbing part was damn ticklish though. I had to resist my laughter.

Then i just came home from the cinema, i watched "Night At The Museum" AGAIN. LIKE WTF!? But whatever, someone had to sacrifice and it was gor's birthday so i sacrifice and said that it was ok if i rewatched. Cause Gor watched Blood Diamond alraedy so either one of us have to watch one of the films again. Ass.

I'd rather watch Death Note 2 twice la. Than that show. It's nice but a bit lame and cliche and all. Typical. Not too catchy. And i had to watch it twice.

Whatever, i'm waiting for my hair to dry while typing this and i'm off to sleep. It's three fourty am on 2nd Jan 2007.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YILIN:))

Oh school's starting in ONE more day. Homework's still not finished!!! Got to chiong tomorrow. Lol, a lot of people think i care way too much about school, that's wrong. Some people think i don't care at all. That's wrong.

I DO give a shit about schoolwork. It's gonna affect me negatively if i do badly. And that's not gonna happen cause i only work hard for things that benefit me.

And thank you CQ for accompanying during the movie, although i think you doze off somewhere in the process. =.=" Oh wells, thank you anyway!

Oh and the dog at my gran's licked my pedicured toe today when i didn't know it. It felt a bit ticklish and a bit cold. It didn't hurt. But that's not gonna change my attitude towards animals. If i were to choose between chocolate cake and animals, the former being something that sounds delectable but i don't really fancy it, i choose the chocolate cake. :DD

I resisted popcorn and nachos at the movie. Diet plans are going well. Even though i devoured a slice of Gor's birthday chocolate cake. Gee. One slice wouldn't do much harm.

I am waiting for my hair to dry and thus i am blogging nonsense. Oh bye.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! (2007)

2006-12-31T09:13:00.000-08:00

It's the first day of Year 2007!!!!!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL AND I WISH EVERYONE (AND MYSELF) THE BEST OF LUCK!!!

OMG, i can't believe 2006 just flewwwww past. Time just flies. Another ONE more day till school starts! My homework is half done. But i've got the feeling! The i-will-do-my-homework-soon feeling! AWW.

I am typing a CENTIMETRE a minute cuase the internet's so freakking LAG. I couldn't upload my files onto my site properly so i've given up on it at the moment. I'm just gonna leave it stagnant till i have time again.

Well well, 2007 is here and what did i do for countdown? Nothing, i could have gone to the countdown with some friends (from either sides) but i lost the feeling so i didn't want to go already. Plus i doubt if i could stay out till really late and transportation's a problem. Too much problems so i stayed home and watched TV.

Let me try to re-enact the situation:

*eyes glued to Channel 5 (Countdown Party 2007 LIVE @ Vivocity)* then advertisement.

[flick....! i change channel, to Disney Channel]

*eyes glued to Disney Channel (Hannah Montana)* then advertisment.

[flick....! i change channel, to Channel 5]

*eyes glued to Channel 5 (Countdown Party 2007 LIVE @ Vivocity)* then advertisement.

[flick....! i change channel, to Disney Channel]

*eyes glued to Disney Channel (Hannah Montana)* then advertisment.

[flick....! i change channel, to Channel 5]

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It's been pretty much like that. Oh i watched That's So Raven as well. =.="

And of course, it's 1st January today!

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY GOR!!! :DDD

Wee, and my resolutions for the year 2007!!! I'm only gonna list those that i have the ability to do. ^~^ These resolutions are not in any order.

1) I must NOT gain weight.
2) I must do well in studies, generally. Which includes science. Total GPA must get at least 3.3
3) I must be a better friend, better sister, better daughter, better person in general.
4) I must stay happy this year as i would all the rest of the years!!!

May everyone have a wonderful year ahead! (^_^)

taiwan earthquake.

2006-12-28T05:55:00.000-08:00

My internet was killing me yesterday. It was so slow due to the Taiwan earthquake. :( Well it's really quite sad that another earhtquake occured but i honestly don't feel any grieve cause those Taiwanese are not related to me besides the fact that they are fellow earthlings.

So i watched Full House yesterday. Quite a lot of it. I just did a new skin since i got hosted and i'm in the midst of moving and all. :DD It's gonna take quite some time.

I just packed my room and now it looks VA VA VOOM-y CLEAN. It's finally clean and everything. Before i cleaned it, i assure you, you can't see my table top cause it's covered with books and hairbands and pens and sanitary pads and nail polish and whatnot. And i kept my sec 2 books too. It's so freaking clean now i'm a bit not used to it.

I've decided to use one of my dad's old bags for school next year. It's like a suitcase just that it's made of black rugged cloth or some sort. I'm too broke to afford anything else. Gee.

I haven't finished homework though i lied i had. My math is going to lay stagnant forever till someone chases me for it. Chinese is half done. I can't do the du dian shit cos i can't find the bloody book.

Oh right. My PONTA is finished. There was one, ONE mouthful left and my brother gulped it down inconsiderately. That guy needs some manners. Now my ponta's ALL gone. :((

About a week or less till school reopening. Need i say more on how i feel?

xmas?

2006-12-26T04:09:00.001-08:00

Hey there. How was christmas? Mine rocked quite!!! I was out the whole day on Christmas' Eve. I watched two movies on that day and ate out, went to Bugis, went to town, kena human jam and all. Then Christmas itself was great too. Morning and afternoon was home, with family~ :) Then after that I went to Beverly's house for a Xmas party. :DD

It was a small gathering but we had fun i say! We ate a lot at her house! (So much for dieting!!!) Turkey was ok, lamb leg was a bit tough, chicken was good (both the honey glaze and black pepper), my cold pasta was fine, potato with bacon bits rocked, and the kebab:)

And we played a lot of games! It was fun and we had to drink wine and apple vinegar for a forfeit. YUM. And the gift exchange too^^ I got like this dog bag thingy and MYUK tissue wrapper thingy from Nowelle. Gee.

I loveeeeeeeeee Rachel Chua's cookies! They rock. And i painted and unpainted my nails so many times with Bev's sister's nail polish. Waha!

And you ask, why such a dead looking avatar when it's such a happy and christmasy post? Cause i just watch Curse of the Golden Flower with CQ. And as always, Zhang Yimou's films are always a bit hard to understand la and a bti drony la yeah. =.="

And so i'm infected with the dronyness and put up a dead looking avatar that shows Japan at it's dulliest. Heh.

I just put up another skin at blogskins, it's an old skin. I dont care anymore.

http://blogskins.com/info/126099

Rate it, comment it, kick it. Do whatever you want with it, just remember to credit. (Gosh, this RHYMES.)

Oh according to CQ, we saw, or they saw us. Jorden and Melvin i think and apparently, they think we are together. WOOPS.

MERRY CHRISTMAS 2006.

2006-12-24T11:52:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS 2006!!! メリークリスマス :))

I feel too lazy to go to different blogs and tag "Merry Christmas". It's four in the morn. On Christmas Day~~ Where's SANTA??

I just want to wish everyone out there a merry christmas^^ Have a wonderful year ahead and enjoy christmas while it lasts~ ^~^

Heh, was out the whole day and i just watched Night at the Museum. 2 movies in a day again. LOL.

The neos for the last time! (Lushikoh Outing)

The colour's all wrong cos of my scanner i think. :((

I found some pictures that stunned me. Yagami Light (藤原竜也/Tatsuya Fujiwara) and L (松山ケンイチ/Kenichi Matsuyama). Light is 24 years old this year and L is 21 years old this year! Like WTF, i thought they were like the most, 20. =.=" But Tatsuya still looks good anyway~ :)) But Kenichi is much taller.

http://www.horipro.co.jp/hm/matuyama/gallery/Gallery.php?act=2&no=45

Does L even look like L????!!! WTF or WTF?

AND.

Damn, there were still A LOT of nice pictures i wanted to show. But damn Blogger won't let. I know L looks weird in those two pics up there but i swear he doesnt look so bad if you see the other photos. :)

Go see this for all press conference pics:

http://tatsuya.phkp.co.uk/gallery/movies-deathnote-press.html

And this is one you wouldn't want to miss out there.

http://tatsuya.phkp.co.uk/gallery/movies/deathnote/movie-deathnote-premiere-004.jpg

oh loves! christmas is here and i can't believe 2007 is gonna come. GOSH. *a bit trausmatized but a bit excited*

i went to orchard just now for like barely 1/2 hour. HUMAN JAM like dont know wtf. I couldn't stand and left.

THE STUNNING OF ALL STUNNNNNNNNING. (MUST SEE)

http://tatsuya.phkp.co.uk/gallery/movies/sabu/movie-sabu-int-001.jpg

And you wonder if this is a gay show:

http://tatsuya.phkp.co.uk/gallery/movies/moonlight/movie-moonlight-caps-012.jpg

http://tatsuya.phkp.co.uk/gallery/movies/moonlight/movie-moonlight-caps-011.jpg

=.="

death note 2

2006-12-24T01:01:00.000-08:00

I just watched Death Note 2 just now with Sheena :) Saw Mr Yeo at Comics Connection before the movie at Century Square though. The show quite rocked quite^^ But i thought that the first show was nicer though. There's a bit of confusion here and there though.

1. (I forgot, maybe) Who killed Watari and why?
2. Why did Ryuk betray Light?
3. And why did Rem sacrifice himself for Misa? I know about Jealous and all, but Rem is like the third party, his life is like not as important as a promise to Jealous? When Ryuk, another shinigami, can be so heartless as to betray Light?

And like L died the first time was quite exaggerated too, like the system and everything, so...made up.

If anyone knows, please tell me kay.

I prefer Light to L after all. I mean, if i had Death Note, i would do exactly the same thing as Kira, maybe not as fast, but slowly and steadily and i would manipulate their deaths so they seem natural. Kira was a bit impatient. To install a new world, you don't have to make a statement(like the heart attacks were trademark of Kira's killings) , cause it's for the betterment of mankind, no?

I would leave no marks and so one will question, just that the bad guys will slowly be dying^^ Maybe i'll create chances and see if they repent lol. And i won't kill only those in my area, it would be all over the world, from Nigeria to Germany.

That's if i get the Death Note, but the fact is that i won't. Thus it doesn't matter if i type out what i'll do out here. I don't have the means to kill anyone though. Not just yet.

Ok, "Not just yet." sounds a bit sick. But hell if i'll know what i'll do in the future ain't it? Any one of us could be murderers, or homicidal maniacs, or serial killers. So let's not say a definite statement now, as it might be broken later on, inviting snide remarks.

But if you say: "I might be a murderer" and you do become a murderer, at least you are not as hated by the general public as those who say they'll never kill someone and then become a serial killer eh? You are like, more respected cos you reached your goal and achieved it.

And usually those who say "I might be a murderer" would probably be those who kill the bad guys or for revenge, or a meaningful purpose. They sort of have brains. That's why they make such a statement no? Those who just claim that they...won't, probably said it without thinking.

Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CQ :)) Happy sweet sixteen!

Merry Christmas to all then, i'm going to Bugis now^^ (I know, i just came back. But hey, it's Christmas Eve!!!)

lushikoh outing^^

2006-12-23T00:32:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was lushikoh outing and hil asked me to blog about it so yeaps here i am, typing in front of this computer. I'm supposed to be out today with someone but somehow i couldnt get hold of that someone and so i dont know what happened.

Bah, ok, first i'll start from morn. I woke up at 11.30 am yesterday for lushikoh outing, then i smsed hil to get on the next train cos i was in it but she didnt read the msg so i was a bit earlier than them. Like a whole seven minutes. WTH. NOT ONLY THAT, we had to wait for su's friend to pass something to her and for her to pass something back to him. And he was late. Well i really felt like smacking him but oh well, he's not my friend so i can't do anything about it. We
are mere acquaintances.

But hello, it's completely reasonable! I haven't had breakfast and i was STARVING. No, i was famished. And worst of all, su and hil wanted to eat KFC. (@#$$%!) Fast food. I missed like don't know how many trainings and i've grown like dont know how much fatter and they want to eat fast food. WTF!?!

SO we ended up at mosburger and i had a riceburger which had like seafood in it. So yeah, not so bad. And we had our favourite dessert there. :)

ICHIGO BLISS!!! <3 style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/4/766/320/383295/fries2.jpg" border="0">But i swear that Mosburger's fries are the worst among all fastfood shops. EEK. Fat and oily.

And this is a smiley face i did!!! :))

Then we went to get my jeans:) I got it at only 81 something from Topshop. ^^ And su got her stickers and letter papers and sorts.

We went to Orchard thereafter. And it was raining and the rain was so strong, the umbrella turned inside out! LOL. We were laughing and screaming. ^^ No pictures though. Bleaugh.

Then NEOS!!! (I'll post them in the next post, rushing for time now.)

Then hil has to leave early and me and su wondered around Taka and Wisma and we got our lushikoh book again! It's quite adorable. :) And hil owes for $1.90 for it. Then su and me parted and i met up with Zen-ga-ga and Irene Jie and bro. Then we sort of went to see racing and raced a bit and got into a little accident and the police came cos someone said "Ma da lai liao, ma da gao liao" but i think it was fake cos there was no siren. Then we fled. It was SUPER DRAMA. But i tell you it's true ok. So i didn't watch Dn2. :(

I'm going for a BBQ soon and so i better go off now. Bye.

2nd last day of work

2006-12-18T09:34:00.000-08:00

Tomorrow's the last day of work. I don't know whether to be happy or what. I guess i will miss some of them, some of the riders, Joey and all. And i won't get any more pay. :(( And i'll have to go to school soon.

Man, i dread the word "school".

But on the other hand, i feel relieved from the fact that i don't have to go to work and face some awful customers anymore. I swear, those who want to order pizza, can you decide BEFORE calling??? What's the point of deciding when you've already called and are only wasting the precious time of us, operators??? And then you scream "Oei, what you want???" to your friend/family member right in my ear without realising it. And you waste money: Phone Bill. Please, use your brain.

And i'll get to enjoy my holiday properly. Shoppingggg~~~ Here I come!!!

FINALLY.

I am deprived. I am. I genuinely am. I haven't shopped in eons. I absolutely hate the truth, i am working but i am not shopping. Why??? I hate to admit my pathetic non-life. I don't have a life, thus, NON-life. Cause i have to pay for my own uniform and school books and the etc. And save for shopping spree when i get to Bangkok.

BUT SOON. My non-life will soon turn back into a life.

MARK MY WORDS.

And you liar, why don't you just admit that you guys were together? I won't bite you, why are you so damn afraid of offending me??? I genuinely am not a bitch.

I got no idea why people tend to get the idea that i am very sluttish, or bitchy, or mean. WHY??? Can somebody tell me why?? If you know, please leave a note on my tagboard. LIKE WTF??? I hear rumours about me everywhere, and none of those i heard is true. Is it the way i walk? Talk? Tie my hair? Present myself?

Huns, if you don't know a shit about me, don't talk about me. Please have that bit of depth in you.

Bah. Enough obout those people. I watch DeathNote again. Kira is so freaking adorable. I can't help it. And so smart. Aww. And i watched Hana Kimi today also:) Man, it seems like the only things that are making my world a better place are the unrealistic, made-up things that would never ever happen to me.

For e.g, i'll never pick up a book like Death Note cause i'm neither as smart as Kira or as pretty as Misa.

I would never find someone to like so much, that i would migrate over to that place to find him. And go to a boys' school, to find the person i admire so much.

Ah. Whatever. Lushikoh outing is Friday, i miss ヒルタ and スリン so much. I can't wait. :))

funny remark

2006-12-16T09:53:00.000-08:00

Sulin left a funny comment at BS.com.
OK, I HEREBY CREDIT YEO SULIN AKA MRS TACHIBANA FOR USING HER QUIZ ANSWERS AND BASE CODES AND WHATNOT.

DONE.

There su, i credited you. Now leave a funnier comment.

I've added a whole load of affies. And updated my site a lot. You guys may want to change my link straight to http://www.withlove.co.nr but if you only want to read my blog then just link this page then.

Today was quite a good day, i just got off the phone, talking to CQ though. We had turkey (some sort of dinner) and garlic twists (a kind of twisted bread with butter and garlic and whatnot on it) and i brought pizza back home.

Mmmm. Delectable.

Prince of Tennis OVA is out again. OMG OMG OMG. But OVA 7 doesn't have subs. TSK TSK. I want to see my husband play in the nationals. I can't wait when i see my Ponta. The immediate nostolgia it would bring with every sip i take~~~ Ryoma putting his coins into the whie vending machine and the can dropping out and he drinks in, so...adorably. Ah, drinking something i know he'd drunk before is so comforting.

I haven't seen any of my friends, besides my volleyball mates, in AGES. I swear. It feels so long. I can't describe the length of time in which i've lived without them. I haven't talked to hil in like decades. I write to su and she's much of a webster, so it's ok. But hil, she's like, non-existent. And so are the other friends. Yanlin, Rachel T/C, Siew Ting, Bev, Shi Yun, Eli, Siya and the lot.

:((

tachibana's quiz

2006-12-15T06:24:00.000-08:00

Tachibana wanted me to do a quiz. AGAIN. =.=" I really didn't want to double post. I'm gonna steal her answers again. Wahaha.

Two Names You Go By:1. pamela. 2. ???? like so many: laogong, laopo, poopy, mrs echizen, pam...
Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now:1. tank top 2. fbts
Two Things You Want in a Relationship(Other than Love):1. a cute guy 2. laughter
Two of your favorite hobbies:1. shopping 2. eating
Two Things You Want Really Badly:(right now)1. happiness 2. and only happiness
Two people who will fill this out:1. uh. TWO? anybody and you.
Two things you did lastnight/yesterday:1. use com, went work.
Two Favorite Places to eat:1. everywhere huns.
Two People that live in your house:1. mom, sis
Two things you like about yourself:1. my height^^ and ???
Two things you ate today:1. sushi. some rice. with some dishes.
Two people you Last Talked To Online:1. yanlin. 2. siya
Two Things You're doing tomorrow:1. go to work. use com.
Two people close to your heart: (these two are so bonded they are like one person each.)lushikoh and my other clique. ^^
Two Longest car rides:1. SG -> KL. dont know.
Two Favorite Holidays:australia and bali.

=.=" it's really messy and all. But i hack care la. LOL.

Anyway, i posted a skin on BS.com(FINALLY):
http://blogskins.com/info/124111
I didn't want to at first. But oh wells. Whatever la.

my metallic pink nails

2006-12-15T01:09:00.000-08:00

Hehe. I just painted my nails METALLIC PINK yesterday. It was so nice and long and glossy cause i put a nice thin sheen of topcoat, and all. But it was destroyed by today's training. =.=" So i had to remove it. TSK. And i twisted my ankle.

I will never paint my nails before trainings anymore. Never.

I went to Mt Sinai today!!! Our school for next year. OMG OMG OMG. I love the place. It feels so quiet and nice and exaactly (almost) the way i wanted it to be.

It was a bit old and a bit dusty but there were lovely huge willowy trees all over. It has amazing feel to the place. And i love the nostolgia and homey feel. And the place was qutie huge. There was a nice track and a nice indoor gym. It wasn't state of the art, of course. But i guess it's a good change, we're gonna have a state of the art school in year 2009 anyway. So yeah, you get to have the best of both worlds. ^^

I love it. Well, i may say i like it now, but i'm not sure as time goes. ;P But still, it's so "inside" and so quiet. And say, i love the trees. Plants are WAY WAY WAY better than animals. Like it's located at the suburbs on Singapore, and its so peaceful and all.

And i saw the Japanese School in Singapore! I passed by the school when Dad fetch me home. Didn't see no cute boys though. *droops head* Maybe Dad was too fast, the car just WHIZZED past.

Oh well, until next time.

feeling better

2006-12-13T04:58:00.000-08:00

Well well, i guess my last post was a bit vulgar. Forgive my need to swear once in a while. I'm feeling MUCH better, though i'm not sure if i've fully gotten over it.

I like work when Joey is there. :) She's so fun and nice and all. I hate work when i'm all alone, like when i'm the only operator. Let's see, who i really find nice:

Bogey, Xian, Joey. Top three. The rest are normal.

Ok but i've won the silver award at Artistique Illustra!

It makes me feel much better. :)

And i'm extremely busy with my everything, hah, and i've updated my site a lot. So go visit! :D

FUCK

2006-12-11T08:16:00.000-08:00

I'm feeling really really really shitty now. I feel like screaming at someone. Or yelling. Or stabbing. I can kill someone right now.

Work was FUCK.

No other word can described it in such simplicity.

There were two SEVERE complains. And neither of them was my fault.

Complain No 1: no one, she complain late. But after she say its not the problem about pizza being late. Its that she could hear the riders scolding the customer (her) when she called, in the background. For e.g. "Walao, customer complain again, so stuck up one", etc.

One of my colleagues shouted "FUCK" in my face and showed me black face.

Complain No 2: I asked my colleagues if we took orders from Tanah Merah Basah. They fucking said yes, then, after that, the pizza late, they say we dont take that area. They say its under changi area.

Then that colleague apologised. I said that it was ok. But clearly, if you stab someone, can you say "Sorry I stabbed you! Are you dead?"

LIKE WHAT THE FUCK.

I know these complains are common and i shouldn't take them to heart. But the thing is, it's not even my fault!!! It's not genuinely my fault that started it all. I feel so wronged. It's ok if it was my mistake. But it clearly was not and i couldn't even protest. It's like i couldn't do anything even though it wasn't my fault.

It's not the customers' fault i know, cause we were late. But what the fuck la. I was wronged.

Bloody fuckheads.

I don't want to work anymore. I need a life besides my school and my work and all the fucking problems.

But i've got work from 10-6 tomorrow.

FUCK la. And there was an omen this morning. It was pouring when i went to work, so i walked with one umbrella.

And as i was waiting at the traffic junction, one bus zoomed past and whish, my pants were soaked.

Son of a bitch bus driver. Or bitch driver.

busy busy:)

2006-12-09T04:41:00.000-08:00

I had been kinda busy this weekend. I just ended work at six today and tomorrow i'm working full again. Yeah and my homework is still untouched. But i guess i'll have to do it sooner or later :) Then i'll find one day to do with a particular friend^^

And I've been updating With Love quite alot, cause it's a new site and all and i know once school starts, bah, it'll become stagnant all over again. But never mind, maybe things will be fine when i merge everything once i shifted to a host or something, which is not gonna happen in the near future. :D

My granddad had just been hospitalised again. :( He was admitted the previous night cause his face felt numb and his vision seemed to be failing him.

I don't want to ever grow old. It seems so scary to grow old and die. Like when your face gets all wrinkly and your hands start shaking and your legs feel numb and your voice feels dry and hoarse and all squeaky when you try to say something.

Oh well, i don't feel like blogging much more. I lost the feel again.

Movies frenza

2006-12-06T20:23:00.001-08:00

I've been rolling! All are short clips though.

Daughter Talk:
http://www.digitalfilms.com/play.php?id=797681

One Stupid Father:
http://www.digitalfilms.com/play.php?id=797683

Beautiful Weather:
http://www.digitalfilms.com/play.php?id=797685

Metropolis (A remake of the one i watched, lol):
http://www.digitalfilms.com/play.php?id=797689

Man, Director: Pamela Koh!!! I'm a director. A director who does insurance paperwork and also a part-time phone operator. Gosh, do i multi task. :)

V.03 Break Up ; Get Broken

2006-12-06T06:24:00.000-08:00

WOOTS. I finally finished my site's new layout, Version 03 -Break Up and Get Broken.

Go take a look ok? AND tag please! Comment comment a little can??? Thanks in advance!

The new layout and mum's insurance paperwork had been the one taking up my time these two days. So i guess to atone for that, i will start my homework tomorrow, at least, i'll try.

Today is See Ting's birthday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEE TING! Gosh, i've known her for nearly 7 years i think. If i didn't count wrongly. Like WHOA.

Gee there's like nothing for me to blog about recently, i haven't been going out cause i'm pathetically broke. So i stay at home and procrastinate and laze around and grow fat. I didn't go to this morn's friendly match cause Dad don't allow. So i've become really really really fat. Albeit my waist size has increased at least 2 inches.

I wonder why that fat lumping about my gargartuan tummy won't just shift like higher. Wahaha. Ok, not funny. At least, even out? But it just flops there happily.

Sheesh actually i don't think it increased 2 inches la, i'm just exaggerating. But oh well, you get my point. Like i simply laze around my flat for the holiday without doing any homework. Know why? Cause i'm off on Mon, Tues, Wed, Fri this week. Cause i didn't book first three days. I guess i should book more to work more.

Even if the fats don't go away, i should do something about the money rolling in. Or it's like that way, cause i spend money on the escargoes which eventually turn into fat and turn my waist line from a 23.5 to like 28.

Equation:

$$$$ ---due to eating binge--> food, eg, escargoes --natural body reaction--> fats

Man i'm a bit lame, but obviously not dumb-lame like Dilys. :D Ok, i'm gonna continue my paperwork.

SAP interview

2006-12-05T05:49:00.000-08:00

I took the SAP scholarship interview just now. I was nervous, and i hardly prepared. But it went unexpectedly well. At least i thought. The interviewers were so nice i thought they are quite un interviewer-like. :) Thanks to those who wished me good luck or helped me! Esp Yanlin who esp called me just to tell me what to note!!!

I met Xinyun and her sister at MOE as well, her sis' genuinely friendly lol. ^^ After everything, i went to Bugis and loitered at nine something in the morn, though none of the shops were open. Then Dad fetched me and i went to do some delivery with him and had lunch.

And i'm sorry to a certain someone. Maybe i was too impatient cause i didn't know where the building was so i thought i might be late. Yeah i guess we are sort of quits? Cuase you were late too. But whatever it is la, i just want to apologise for everything this morn.

Oh and i've started working on a new layout for my site thus i haven't blogged till now. I'm quite pleased with it. It'll be up soon i guess. And i added pixel emoticons and adoptables etc to the visitor content. Background is white though. I decided to experiment a little afterall. Not that good but i guess presentable.

Su is going to Japan today, take care su! Will miss you a great deal!

I watched Girls Out Loud yesterday~ Thought it was quite funny.. Oh well, i don't feel like blogging too much. I've got to do mum's paperwork. It's freaking me out. I don't want to work anymore! *wails* Can someone just pour me a continent full of billion dollar notes???

oh my sense of guilt!

2006-12-03T17:26:00.000-08:00

Oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god. oh my fucking god.

I can't believe i overslept again. Like for today's friendly match. What is the problem with me!?! I don't know what happened to my alarm.

1) I reached out and off-ed it subconsciously.

2) It spolit and stopped working for today and maybe it'll work just as fine tomorrow.

Even Yimei gave me a morning call! But she called at 7, i thought of sleeping a few more minutes and ta da. I'm HERE.

Gosh, i feel so so so so so so guilty. I sms-ed them to ask if they need people and whether i should rush over. They didn't reply my sms. So yeah, i guess i deserve the pang of guilt. :((( Sorry sorry!

So i felt too guilty to continue sleeping that i woke up at an ungodly hour of 9.30am, willingly. This is probably the FIRST time in a long time, that i woke up so early, WILLINGLY. And so here i am typing this.

So today's little accident made me realise something-I've been procrastinating too much and wasting too much of my life. I must do something about it. And so, i will take serious action! Yes serious!

1) I will start doing homework today!
2) I will resume learning jap, it's gotten rusty.
3) I'll help mum with her paperwork.
4) If i have time, i'll do whatever that's left to do.

YES! I will i must i will. I MUST MUST MUST. At least i must do one of the above, to atone for my grave mistake. Not very grave but it could be grave. What if i oversleep for my interview tmr!?! OH MY GOD.

NO, that will NOT happen. I'll sleep super early tonight and make sure i'm ready. Yes yes, i will sleep early. ^^

I'm feeling hungry, i want breakfast! :((

Happy Feet

2006-12-02T23:12:00.000-08:00

I watched Happy Feet yesterday at 12 midnight, but i thought it was average, sadly. It was a bit lame and the storyline was a bit impossible. It was a tad stupid but it was entertaining afterall. It has reached its purpose.

Whatever, i'm not feeling very happy now, cause life feels so boring yet stressful at the same time. And i have to grandma's house later not that that's making me sad but it'd Dad's irritating calls to ask me to reach there early, that's making me so...uncomfortable.

And there's a friendly tmr at Punggol, heard they aren't very ethical. And most probably i can't go out to study in the library with a friend. :( TSK.

But one thing is i watched a new anime call Angel Feather, it's so nice. And i'm watching Tsuyokiss now. :))

One moment i'm feeling sad and pissed, the next i feel like jumping around for all life's simple treats.

Isn't it pretty? I was bored so i started a bit of pixelling, and somehow i created a dog. ".)

But pixelling takes up too much of my time, so i don't really like to pixel. So i'm not gonna put in on my site's visitor content yet~~~ lalala. And i realised i've got loads of avatars and all made by others but i forgot where i got them. Oh dear. gee.

Hana Kimi is gonna be up soon. WOOTS. Maybe tmr or something. Tuesday is my SAP scholarship interview, i guess i'll just have to do my best. It would be a lie to say i don't want it and that i don't give a shit about it cause i do. Hopefully i'll get it. Then maybe i wouldn't feel so bad if i drop physics later on cause at least i got the scholarship.

Sheesh, what an excuse.

Assorted shit.

2006-11-30T06:50:00.000-08:00

I feel so broke even after working. :( That's because i really am broke. And worse thing is, i don't really know where all my money gone to. Sigh. But today's the end of the month and at least i got my paycheck. :D

I watch Casino Royale yesterday at Vivocity with Siya and ELizabeth, we really didn't do anything heh. We just got Siew Ting's present and watched a movie. Casino Royale was really good. Daniel Craig wasn't handsome, he was devillishly charming. ^^ But it was so crowded at the cinema that we only managed to get the front row ticket and i was sitting by the SIDE, right at the end. =.=" Sheesh.

Then i met Yiyi for dinner, which was fab as usual, ate at Ma Maison, a western japanese restaurant. Like WTH, western and japanese so DON"T go together!?! But i swear, their ice cream with that soft Japanese candy was damn nice, and so were the garlic butter escargoes. YUM.

Then i went home and did nothing, i just lay on the bed and started watching a marathon of shows. I flicked flicked flicked through almost all the channels. Like MTV, Disney, Nickalodean, Jet, HBO, AXN, du1 hui4, cinemax, almost everything watchable.

I watched an episode of Lizzie McGuire that i watched before, That's So Raven, Spongebob Squarepants, random Japanese shows, random movies of HBO, and cinemax and loads at Mtv Asia and not Asia till really late at night.

So i've been sleeping really late these few nights and waking really late, homework is untouched though and i may not be able to go to tmr's training cos i need to look after my sister. Sheesh.

I'm so so so sorry to Hil and Su for not being able to make it tomorrow! :(( Sorry.

Oh wells, nothing to blog about recently. So bye.

skins skins skins~

2006-11-28T08:29:00.000-08:00

Ok, i'm back from the vball chalet's BBQ, not long. I am so full now. It's like 12.35 now and i'm going out with Eli and Siya to Vivocity tomorrow. Yay, and not yay.

Cause i only have a frigging TEN bucks.

Excusez moi. Just tell me how am i going to survive at Vivo with only ten bucks. It's gonna freakking take my life.

Oh whatever. I'm gonna make my skins public friendly le la. I don't care liao. I put them in a section called "Blogskins" under "Visitor" in my site. If you want, then go there and take. Just keep the credits. That's only being polite, didn't your mother teach you? If she didn't, then i will willingly take you as my disciple and you can be a member of PAMELA-ISM. I WILL TEACH YOU THEN.

I was thinking of putting my blogskins at Blogskins.com, but they never managed to send my validation email, so until then, i won't post there.

And seriously, Shiyun, if i were to add more pics if your skin which i have made for you and looking so beautiful (look below), it would really destroy the skin. Cause the pictures will be out of place.

Imagine if i were to put more Goong's pictures, they will only be placed at the side. Which will look quite weird. I really am not lying. I can put music in your blog but iWebMusic is a bit dangerous. And I don't know other music servers le. :( I can put those photos, but it'll mean that i'll have to do your skin all over again. Unless anybody can give me some pointers on how to put those images into the above blogskin. I'm asking for advice! :)

I watched a few episodes of Prince of Tennis again today. I realise that tensai Fuji is really really really quite sadistic.

Ok, so these players in the show were running during training, and those who didn't manage to run a lap within a minute would have to drink some really scary juice. But the scary juice called Penal-Tea made by Inui (a player) didn't scare Fuji cause his juices had no effect on him.

Those who are last or quit, have to drink Inui's juice.

The all new Inui's juice--"Deluxe Penal-Tea"

This is what happen to those who drink, except Fuji.

When asked "If you really want to drink it, then why are you still trying so hard to not be last?" Fuji's reply is below. *shivers*

Cause if he willingly forfeit and drank the tea cause he wanted to, he wouldn't be able to see his teammates run like mad and tiring themselves out. So he'd rather run like mad with them and watch them suffer. (!!!)

I even got an avatar from somewhere on him:

Isn't that just plain scary??? Kowaii.

Well, sorry, i was so bored and i liked Fuji so i was lame enough to take screenshots of his sadist moments. But it's so funny. Sometimes, you need some stupid things in life that actually motivate you. And those are things, that keeps your laughter on, that keeps you going aint it?

Imagine a world without animes, dramas or whatever unrealistic stupid stuff. It's gonna be so tough and so hard to live in that world. Without Hana Kimi, without Prince of Tennis, without Ouran High, without ISWAK, without comics, OMG, that would be a world that i would never want to live in.

Sometimes, you feel that these stuff are dumb and a waste of time. But they really are not, they are what you are rellying on for a little laughter, a little escape from the harsh reality, no?

kiss kiss kiss (^_^)

2006-11-27T05:02:00.000-08:00

Ok, i was so not intending to post today, cause Iris is sick and i have to take care of her. So i didn't go training. And i was supposed to do paperwork for mum. But this is one thing i have to keep in my blog!!!!

Like oh my god. They look so adorable. (LOL)

Ok, i was watching Hana Kimi episode 2 on Youtube. After watching, i just randomly surfed around, and i saw this. WAHAHA.

In this video, somehow, Fahrenheit had to kiss each other. (!!!!!!)

Wu Chun and Aaron had not much problems. :p

Calvin and Jiro had some problems. I couldn't stop laughing.

Wu Chun just had to helped. LOLOLOL.

It must have been hard. Jiro was like so meng3. He swooped Calvin up and kept trying to get near. Hahaha. Calvin kept resisting.

I couldn't get the part where they kissed, or rather, touched. It was too fast. Tsk.

In the end, Aaron kissed Wu Chun's cheek, and so, Jiro attempts to kiss Calvin's cheek too. Jiro is so goddamn funny la. Jiro keeps trying to kiss whereas Calvin keeps resisting. HAHAHA.

Somehow i couldn't put the video. Tsk, i couldn't find the code. So here's the URL, very short though:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XZxRg8IKvJc

Hana Kimi rocks. I can't wait for the next episode. Going to volleyball chalet tomorrow. :)) Bye.

blogskinning fetish

2006-11-25T09:06:00.000-08:00

I don't know why but i have been skinning a lot recently. I've even made one for Yanlin, featuring Wang Chuan Yi. Let me just show you a few examples. I'm too lazy to show the rest la. If you want the code, please just ask me.

***Once i've given someone the code, i won't give it to another person.

This is called "Frame It Up". It's like the old sixties type of feeling. And an odd gold frame smacked right there. It's like quite classic and all.

This is called "Rilakkuma's Cookie". It's like my first "cute" type of skin, like those i made are like kinda different from this kind. Nice???

Ok, i don't want to post the rest. I don't even know why i'm skinning sometimes. I spend so much time on a skin, and i don't bloody even use the skin. There's something wrong with me. And i just checked some of my old skins, some looked really quite terrible. I deleted almost all of them. Yikks. What a waste of time.

Hana Kimi's airing tomorrow. I can't freakking wait. I CAN'T. I love that show. Zhenzhen has some pictures of the show in her blog. They are so adorable! :DD

Work was fine today. I wore a dangerously short skirt to work so when i came home mum was like (direct translation from chinese) :

"Ah yo, you wear such a short skirt to your workplace!?! There got so many boys, not scared you tempt(yin3 you4) them ah???"

=.=" TEMPT!?!

"No la, you are wrong, not so many boys, ALL of them are boys. And please, i sit properly, so i don't TEMPT them."

"You must remember, you are a chinese (huang2 pi2 fu1) girl!"

And she walks away. I blink blink blink blink blink. HUH!?! What has being a chinese girl got to do with wearing a short denim skirt and tempting boys? ANY girl, regardless of whatever race, can do it. =.="

I'm reading East of Eden by John Steinback now. He's a genius. His english is completely off standards. It's beyond phenomenal. The font of the book is so damn tiny. And i read so long and i'm not even halfway through. It's so thick!!! But it's so good. :)

Oh well, Dad's gonna chop me. Good night.

Class Chalet and loads

2006-11-24T01:32:00.000-08:00

Ok, i was waiting for some friends to send me some pictures of the class chalet then post. BUT, after like one day, none of them came online so i decided that if i were to wait somemore, i will totally forget about it and not post. SO, here i am, posting.

Class chalet was fun, besides the fact that i got minor diarhoea thereafter, that i only managed to catch a pathetic 3 hours of sleep after breakfast (from 6-9), and the countless mosquito bites i had on my body. I'm not telling you to read between the lines though.

It was fun.

First day was quite boring for me. No offense to kiayi, who's head facilitator. Cause i got many mosquito bites when i went to Pasir Ris Park and my group was like so not enthu. =.= No offense again. I'm speaking the truth. Like Yiling, Hilda, Weicong, CIndy and Simin. Pretty fine people, but not the enthu type who would get all excited over "2i Amazing Race 2006". Yes you get what i mean la ah.

BBQ was fine. But there were always some people who were doing all the work and some that just didn't bother. So most of the food were eaten by those who did the work, which included me. Gee. HAHA. I find these people annoying.

Are we like your maids? You sit there at the stone table and wait for us to serve you food?

Luckily i didn't serve them even though i helped with the BBQ. I'm not trying to be judgemental here. But after being 2 years with them, last chalet, and the last BBQ at East Coast, you can OBVIOUSLY see how lazy they are. They don't even OFFER to help. LIKE OMFG. And when you want to eat, you very happily walk over and say "Oh, can i have that?/Is it done?/Are there any more stingrays?/Where's my bacon?"

Like hello. Blame it on my good upbringing and courtesy that i don't throw the tongs in your face huns. You like so totally deserve to be slapped.

Right, and my sweet potatoes, i bought like about ten of them, so about nine of them were missing. They were on the other table. And nobody was eating them. It was like opened and wasted. The table i'm sitting on, all of us, wanted to eat the sweet potato. And so, we shared ONE potato. At that moment, I was like, "What is wrong with these people? Even if somebody took it and you didn't want to eat it, you could at least offered it to the other people instead of wasting it!" I tell you, they were THAT lazy, THAT indifferent, THAT wasteful. I went like "Morons". I couldn't believe my class people.

Well, i knew some of them were like that already. BUT, i was like super disappointed with some others who were on the same table.

Oh wells. I want to write more stuff about this can. But i think i will make a lot of people hate me more if i continue.

Second day was fun, dizzy and scary. I went to Escape and sat a lot of the rides i never sat before, it was fun, some of the rides were dizzy and all. But it was awesommme. Haunted house was actually quite scary. SHEESH.

But going to Escape with Yanlin, Bev, Siya and Eli was the best thing of the chalet. Esp when they are much nicer people. And daring.

OH OH OH. One funny thing. Eli couldn't find her tongs for the BBQ on 2nd day so she went into like this moaning voice and said: "JiiinnngggJieee, where are my TONGS???" And loads of others were there so Marcus started laughing. They kinda heard it as "thongs". It was frigging funny. HAHAHA.

Enough about class chalet. It was fun overall, going to the amazing race with my not-so-enthu group and the BBQ and ESCAPE and the wonderful night where i couldn't sleep but had someone there to chat with. Thank you 2i!

I just had a friendly match anyway, against CHIJ St Joseph's. We won overall. Heh. Then the vball team (sec2) besides Siya and Amanda went to Pizza Hut for lunch. Then i took a looonnngggg ride home.

Hana Kimi rocks. I just started watching it. But it's not as funny as Ko One or as sweet as It Started With A Kiss though. But still, it's nice. WEE. Can't wait for 2nd episode.

Vball tee's design is nice too. :)) Hehe. Bye.

pissed with photobucket

2006-11-20T06:16:00.000-08:00

Ok, actually i feel pretty pissed off now and i didn't want to blog. I am only blogging by request of a certain reader of my blog. Gee.

Right, i'm pissed with 2 things,
1 ----> A friend. I am not going to talk about this lest i hurt her feelings.
2 ----> Photobucket, an image host.

So PHOTOBUCKET. I am very pissed with it cause i was making a blogskin for fun, as usual. And this problem had never happened to me cause i usually do non-navigation skins. But i did a navigation skin today and this is what happened.

Photobucket resizes all my pictures, thus the body background was unable to fit properly. The resolution, as a result, was all quite wrong. :(( So it ended up like this when i tested it:

SEE??? When it cannot fit properly at the screen, it tries a desperate attempt to repeat itself. And so, the background image repeats itself. And i can't do anything to stop it from repeating. I couldn't find the code. *sobs* I asked yuehuan and she gave me some code which didn't work out and she went offline thereafter. Anyone knows how to stop the picture from repeating??? The original was supposed to be like this:

Isn't it pretty??? Now it is all ruined by Photobucket. I even asked Su for help, she told me to not optimise it when saving for web but to use 2-up or something. I tried, all, 2-up, 4-up, whatever. Even Paint couldn't help. And so the end result is the first picture. I am sad!

But oh well. Since this skin is quite a disaster and I've already shown it to you guys, whoever who wants the code can get it from me. Just ask me. I never post skins at Blogskins or show them easily to others ok! They may not be perfect but i dont't care. I just enjoy doing skins.

Sigh. Class Chalet is tomorrow! I can't wait. But i'm sure i'm gonna be late. 7am in the morning is a bit much to ask. Waking at such an ungodly hour affects your mind, body and soul. This is undoubtedly true.

I'll post after the chalet, hopefully with pictures and wonderful memories to take away with before i head up to 3G'07.

[EDIT] Yippee. I solved the problem and now my skin looks perfect.

I am so silly. It was quite an easy prob, no? At least when i look at it now. But still, i want to thank Yuehuan, Su and Yongkang for the help! :))

Sheesh. Whatever la. Now that one of my skins is revealed, i mightaswell just post this skin at blogskins.com. Maybe i'll still continue to post there. Hah. See how la.

[/EDIT]

♥WithLove

2006-11-18T08:44:00.000-08:00

I FINALLY GOT MY SITE UP, AFTER CHARME WHICH WAS IN A MESS.

Yes, I've named the site WithLove. :)) I think it should be better than Charme which had collected quite a great deal of virtual dust. I should be updating in that site every now and then when i have time. I feel so damn happy with myself cause i finally stopped procrastinating about it and it's finally done! :D

WEEEEE. Go and take a look? Comment comment???? ;P

Oh and one more thing,

PLEASE DO NOT TALK TO ME ON MSN UNLESS YOU CAN SEE THE NICK AS "♣ w/♥", OTHERWISE, IT'S THE AUTO LOG IN AT MY WORKPLACE. IF THE NICK REMAINS AS "♣ OHBANG" OR "AT WORKPLACE", IT REALLY MEANS IT'S THE AUTO LOG-IN AT MY WORKPLACE. SO PLEASE DON'T TALK TO ME IF YOU SEE THAT.

Phew. Please get that, people. Please!!! If you talk to me somewhere on MSN and you realise that you may not be talking to me but some other rider. Ask me this question:

How many volleyball mates are going to be in the same class as me in Year 2007(next year)?

The answer is 3. Yimei, Yiling and Shiying, ok? And i don't type sticky caps as well. Take note please.

But i think i'll delete that MSN messenger at my workplace's computer soon. So not to worry too much! :))

Bah, i'm done with the announcements, the weather has been unexpectedly unpredictable and inexplicable. Shouldn't the monsoonal rains be arriving? Instead, the weather has been weirdly hot with the sun blaring. Training is horrid enough already with all that PT, i can't believe the sun is not even letting us off. :((

I bought books for next year at POPULAR today, i spent like 45 mins looking for the books myself and found nothing besides The Joy Luck Club. It was pathetic, and i looked all around POPULAR. I never realised UHU Glue could be so interesting. HEH.

I'm chatting with someone on the phone and quite a couple on MSN~ So i shalln't blog here anymore. BYE^^

ISWAK <3

2006-11-15T23:21:00.000-08:00

i caught the irksome flu bug~ It sucks sucks sucks la ok. I've missed two trainings bcos of it. Which isn't exactly bad cos of the horrid PT. :P But i have to go to work with a nasal voice.

IMAGINE:
"Good Evening 241 Canadian Pizza." in a very very nasal voice.

Spell, "horrible". And i still have to work later. And training tomorrow, which i most prob have to go. Kill me.

OH OH OH. I watched "It Started With A Kiss" already. It rocks rocks rocks. It's better than "The Magicians of Love"!!! And now i'm starting to watch "Devil Beside You" even though the lead is Rainie Yang and i don't like her. But whatever. There's Mike He in it. :))

The great great great GREAT show.

On the bus. The subs in the above pic is said by the male lead to the female lead. Completely adorable.

When she told him how much she liked him! :)))

When he taught her homework, where the first kiss occurred.

He carried her cause she sprained her ankle. <333

Ok, i know i'm a bit mad for posting all these. BUT BUT BUT, you can't blame me cause this show is so damn nice. It's nicer than The Magicians Of Love cause i wanted Ya Si to be with Qing Kong. But they split. TSK.

And the male lead in this show has an IQ of 200. Isn't that amazing? But the girl is damn damn damn dumb la. Haha.

Ah, nothing to post about la huns. And i gotta freakkkinngg work later and training tmr morn. I feel like swearing. TSK. But i shall restrain myself from being so uncouth. So, Bye.

quizz-ical

2006-11-12T22:49:00.000-08:00

hey hey heyy~~~

I realised i got to do some quiz thing cause a few of my friends did it and they put my name there, like several of them. Those mad people. But whatever, since they put my name there. I mightaswell just do.

7 random facts about me :

7 things that scare me?
#1 : that my loved ones would leave me
#2 : that i'll do badly in studies
#3 : homework&exams
#4 : the evil of the supernatural
#5 : no more holidays
#6 : having a pet at home
#7 : not understanding something

7 favourite songs at the moment?
#1 : Too Much Heaven - BeeGees
#2 : So Sick - Ne Yo
#3 : Hurt - Chritina Aguilera
#4 : White Line - Chris Rea
#5 : Gei3 Wo3 Ni3 De4 Ai4 - Tank
#6 : Wreck of the Day - Anna Nalick
#7 : Amazed - Lonestar

7 people i fancy at the moment?
#1 : Hu Ge^^
#2 : Ryoma Echizen <333>*shhh*

7 things i say most?
#1 : huh.
#2 : what the hell
#3 : oh.
#4 : hmmms
#5 : right.
#6 : uhhuh.
#7 : and?

7 things i like/love most?
#1 : loved ones
#2 : myself
#3 : money
#4 : shopping
#5 : dramas & anime: PoT, Ouran <3333>stroooonnnngggg

21. Do you keep a handwritten journal?
yeaps.

22. Where would you rather be now?
nowhere. im feeling sick and i dont feel like going anywhere.

23. Who makes you warm and fuzzy?
a quilt?

24. Heavy or light sleeper?
heavy, i think.

25. Are you paranoid?
duh, it's a girl thing.

26. Are you impatient?
yeah, very.

27. Who can you relate to?
mother teresa?

28. How do you feel about interracial couples?
i think its great, we should mix around, i believe that soon there'll be no more white or blacks, we'll all be brown cos people are already mixing around. its the start of a new revolution.

29. Have you been burned by love?
i guess.

30. What's your pick-up line?
huns, ............(whatever that is supposed to be here, for eg, "huns, i'm not made of money.")

31. What's your main ringtone on your mobile?
some nokia ringtone

32. What were you doing at midnight last night?
watching "It Started With A Kiss" till really late.

33. What did the last text on your mobile say?
melvin asking whether my throat is better?

34. Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
what kinda question is this???

35. What colour shirt are you wearing?
hot pink

36. Most recent movie you watched?
the covenant.

37. Name three things you have on at all times?
the fridge? my handphone? and the clock?

38. What colour are your bedsheets?
no idea. i change too frequently.

39. How much cash do you have right now?
none~ im at home.

40. What's your favourite part of the chicken?
wings.

41. What's your favourite town/city?
america, new york.

42. I can't wait 'til:
hmmms, too many to list.

43. What did you have for dinner last night?
was at gran's, rice with loads of dishes.

44. How tall are you barefoot?
164cm i think.

45. Do you own a gun?
i want one.

46. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
tea. whatever tea is fine, but preferably english breakfast tea/irish tea. darjeeling/earl grey/chinese is fine too. i love teaa.

47. Where do you think you'll be in 10 years?
hmm, a fresh graduate, probably looking for a job? maybe married? maybe i'll still be studying. kinda hard to know.

48. Last thing you ate?
apple.

49. What songs do you sing in the shower?
random random. chinese english japanese, your pick.

50. Last thing that made you laugh?
the show "It Started With A Kiss"

51. Worst injury you ever had?
hmmm, i dont know.

52. Does someone have a crush on you?
yeah i think.

53. What's your favourite candy?
gummies.

54. What song do you want played at your funeral?
Life Story by Dick Lee.

55. Eight people to do this?
#1. YOU
#2. Hilda
#3. Sheena
#4. Jingjie (do on class blog)
#5. Dilys
#6 Beverly
#7. Yanlin
#8. Shiyun

WOOTS~ What a long quiz. FINALLY DONE.

Ok, i'm having a flu so i didn't go for training today. XD And i don't wish to type longer. So bye.

Class Chalet Ad

2006-11-09T07:32:00.000-08:00

Advertorial:

The first ever Class Chalet Advertisement!!! :))

http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/7641/2294/1600/classchaletad.jpg

Clickaty click on it for a larger view!!!

Okay, it's not my finest work. I didn't spend a lot of time, i'm honest. But, yeah, i think it's do-able. The 2nd one would be better. I promise! (^_^)

And the reason why i actually did it, was because...I'm a facilitator and i hardly did anything for the games, cause i was late for first meeting and i couldn't make it for the second meeting. -.-" So hopefully, i could atone for some of it by doing the ads. Heh.

Okay. Bye. Got training tmr. Night.

the real thing about hols

2006-11-07T07:47:00.000-08:00

It's 11.50 pm and i reckon this is gonna be quite a long post cos im gonna post about quite a lot of things that i haven't posted that i should have posted. I know my recent posts have been all fluff and almost content-less. XD

Well, the thing is, i'm not even feeling emo, i just felt like posting. I've just written in my own personal diary even, which hasn't been updated for quite a while till a while ago.

You guys know what the title of this post is?

"The Real Thing About Holidays", that is. It's like, my holiday has kinda been...wrong. I've been doing the not-so-right stuff. The holiday i've planned is:

1) Going to jap class
2) Going to guitar class
3) Going to work
4) Study and revise science and math
5) Finish up homework asap
6) Self study French
7) Revamp my site
8) Do some wardrobe SOS
9) Finish watching "Till Death Do Us Part" and "Tokyo Juliet" and "Ouran High School"

And the thing is, i haven't done any of the above except point No.3. Work and trainings are now taking up most of the time. I've hardly any time to go out. Dad doesn't really allow as well. So i stay at home and use the computer. But every now and then, Mum and Dad come in, telling me to finish up some insurance paper work that i had to do. Cause it's the hols for me and it seems to them, that i've got no excuse to reject.

Work is sometimes really bad. Sometimes you make mistake and the people there give you that look or say something mean. It can be good at times, of course. But if i had to choose, i'd rather not work. But i'm not a rich girl who has like an 8 digit trust fund. I can't slack off my hols doing what i want and plain eating off my parents. I know i've gotta help them out whenever and wherever possible. That is why i'm working. It's for the better. And i get to buy what i want. Without having to take money from them, that sense of accomplishment is really satisfying.

And now that i'm really in a triple science class, i'm becoming worried that i might not be able to take the stress. :( Physics and chemistry that is. My science is so bad, i failed the EOY paper. I completely didn't know how to do. I'm telling the truth. I couldn't do a shit except stare and stare at the question. It was really terrifying. Next year's gonna be worse i think. I'm really quite doubtful and uncertain, what if i can;t do science next year? Will i have to drop my science?

Thinking about it now, maybe i should just have chosen the double science + hist stream. At least i won't worry so much. At least. But now what? I've chosen. I haven't regret my decision.. But i'm just unsure of what to do. Maybe i'll really have to take tuition. I don't know. I'm confused.

And the splitting of classes for 2I had been quite sad. I just want 2I to stay together. I'm in 3G, it seems like a good class..With quite a number of people i know, and with other 5 Ismosians and 3 volleyballers.. It almost seems to good to be true.

But i know. I'll miss the others.

Let's just talk about the really close ones. (Not that i don't/won't miss the not-so-close ones!) Cause i really will miss those closer ones.

Siya, Elizabeth, Beverly, Shiyun, Hilda, Sulin, and maybe Yanlin.

I know i'll still be meeting Siya during trainings, but it's so hard. To see her only during trainings. I've always crapped so much with her. I think i crapped the most with her. We send each other the most crappy, stupid and nonsensical msges to each other. It's gonna cease to exist soon, though, now that we aren't going to be in the same class. It's just hard. Hell, will i miss her. That lamer.

Elizabeth is my only popcorn partner in crime. She's also my only laogong. I always go home with her, a lot of times at least. Sometimes we don;t even talk so much on the bus home. Cause there is like almost nothing to say. We know like almost everything about each other. And so we sit in easy silence the way home. But usually the silence would be broken by either me or her. Cause we just talk too much. I'll always remember the time where we always shared the $1.50 salted popcorn from the little vendor outside DBS Tampines building. I'll remember that cackle and fat apple cheeks, my dear oxymoron.

Beverly? I knew her quite well since orientation. We've been great friends ever since, till now. She was the one who got me the job as well. She's forever so noisy and irritating and so talkative. But i love her for that. She's smart, but she's just not hardworking enough. And she has sat beside me for a long time. I really will miss her. Who am i going to hit while reading comics??? Whose tissue box am i going to doodle on? Who is going to lend me the J*Star/Colour/Fan magazines with Fahrenheit on the cover page? Nobody, but Beverly.

Shiyun...is my laopo, hah. Without her, nobody's probably going to argue with me on the bus non stop, on the way home. She's always talking so fast, then i can't help but laugh. And she goes like "Gen1 ni3 jiang3 hua4, wo3 hui4 qi4 si4!!!" and you just have to smile. Or when she complains to you about how she is being mistreated or wronged for something, and she gets so agitated. And she has to keep laughing while being angry when talking to me cause somehow, i always make her laugh. And...miss her? Definitely.

Hilda and Sulin are my lushikoh mates. It would be hard, now that Sulin is leaving Dunman High, for us to meet as often. There's be no Sulin or Hilda poking me suddenly in the stomach, just for the sake of poking. There'll prolly be fewer lushikoh outings, we'll take less neos, and less of the amazingly good times. I'll miss the Lushikoh outings, and more importantly, the two of them. I will.. miss them.

I have become closer to Yanlin not too long ago, because of Bev i think. We all share the love for singing. And i gave her my Totto Chan book. In return she lends me her Jap magazines and a pending Studio Ghibli. Without her, who is going to lend me those Jap mags??? Then sometimes we go out together. Honestly, i don't share many memories with her compared to the others. But we've become quite close, and we are sort of hanging out together all the time that it is hard to imagine what it would be like with her laughter and crappy jokes out of the picture.

Rachel Chua and Siew Ting are still gonna be in the same class as me, thus i'm not writing about them. And the above is in no particular order, i do not rank my friends. They are all really close, and really great friends.

I love all of them!

You know what? Maybe the title should be changed to "Friends-and those Memories" but it's ok. The title doesn;t really matter. I should go. It's been a pretty long post and it's 12.40 now. I took like one hour to type this post.

But it's worthed it.

Good night~ And sweet dreams.

vivo

2006-11-06T01:52:00.000-08:00

heys. i went out yesterday. and later today. me, eli, yanlin and bev gonna watch a movie. bev got free tickets. at cine later. so this will be a super quick post. which may end up being super short. but i shall not deprive my blog of what its supposed to contain.

oh i went to cityhall, then to suntec, then to marina sq, then to vivo city, then to chinatown yesterday:) it was a long day.

vivocity was kinda huge. i bought a pair of orange berms from hob nob.. tts kinda all. didnt do much. ate at kenny rogers for lunch then went to some restaurant at china town for dinner, taking tea breaks in btwn.

i HAVE to stop my eating binge. just went grocery shopping not long thus there's loads of food in the fringe and kitchen. i cant stop eating the Post waffle cereal. Sigh.

training today flew by. like wheez. and it was over. im only working three days a week this week. so i must not spend too much money. must save.

nth much to blog about:)) so bye. (hah, actually, i gtg out now.)

Work work work.

2006-11-04T00:41:00.000-08:00

Working is like, almost everyday now. Like most of the time. And i am working now. Today, i came at 11 in the morn, working till 9 at night. Bev's coming later i think.

There's nothing to watch on the TV, nothing to surf on the Net!!! I'm watching Ouran High now, but there isn't any sound on for these computers.

Today had been fun though, until now. Hilarious. :DD

There were few riders and Flori came. She's so funny.

Aha, she's beside me now. Francis is leaning against the glass, oh, he starts quarrelling with Flori and goes back to the kitchen. They are AMUSING.

My posts are pointless and so filled with rubbish. Hardly any content ain't it. But i don't care:)) It's MY BLOG. (^_^)

Oh bye. Both of them are quarreling again.

P.S. Flori is Beverly's maid and has come to help out bcos of the lack of workers. Francis is a worker here. He makes the pizza.

3G' 07

2006-11-03T02:19:00.000-08:00

OK, IT"S OUT. I'M IN 3G FOR YEAR 2007.

http://www.dunmanhigh.moe.edu.sg/2007_DHS_Year_3_Subject%20Option.htm

I don't like the alphabet G. It looks kinda fat. :/

But whatever, like half the team is in 3G, me, yimei (if she's staying), bu-chou yiling, and spastic pig lee shiying. We have a high chance of winning volleyball interclass. LOL.

And there's Rachel C, Siew Ting, Lionel and Jia Jia in 3G. WOOTS. I can sit with Lionel again. Maybe. Lionel's words came true lols. (He said something when we chose our subject combi.)

Ok, i'm working now, and it's my 2nd post in a day. I'm so bored. :)

Movie fetish

2006-11-02T21:50:00.000-08:00

I watched two movies yesterday. :DD The Covenant and Death Note. Both weren't exactly fabulous but they were great, at least, I enjoyed it them.

And there were a lot of good looking actors in the Covenant. ^^ The four sons of Ipswich especially. Caleb, Reid, Tyler(not sure), and Pogue. Weird names or what.

Pogue.

Imagine you were called that.

And Caleb is pronounced as Kay-lem, not Ca-lab.

And I always thought it was the latter.

But whatever. They were like way cool in the show, with their powers. Not that anything like that would happen in real life. Sadly.

(^_^) (Nuff' said)

Asknlearn still haven posted our subject combi. Can they be slower? They are like, really efficient.

Detect that sarcasm please.

I heard that it was up yesterday. Then they said that no, it was today. Thus i went to check, and ah-ta! Nothing. No shit at all. Nothing near it.

Grr. I want to know my subject combi. :/ And if i get into trip science, i mighta have to go for tuition. *cringes at the word* Science tuition~~~ YUKS.

I never had tuition all my life and i want it to stay that way. But my science is so bad that i relly might have to break the record. *sobs*

So, who wants to take up science tuition with me???

Hah. Ok whatever. I still have to work later. I really don't feel like working la. But then, i HAVE to drag my lazy ass off the chair and go to work.

BORIIIIIINNNNGGGG.

And Joey, my colleague (operator also) is not gonna be there today. Which makes it worse.

:( Oh bye.

DEATH NOTE

2006-11-02T02:04:00.000-08:00

i'm still working now:) haha. im feeling happy cos i just watched DEATH NOTE. It's so nice. It's one of the greatest shows ever. wahaha. i just watched with sheena. it's seriously damn nice. Light, the protagonist, is like one of smartest people on earth, and L la. i can't wait for the part 2. they just sorta left the show hanging halfway. but its still so nice.

Light is kinda good looking la. ok la. L is eccentric but really funny. heh.

If you are gonna watch it, rmb to stay until after the credits ok!!! After that, they show a bit of part 2. :D

I wonder what i would do if i got the Death Note book...wonder wonder. I think i might just do the same as Kira/Light.

Misa aka Kira no 2, and no 3 seems to be even stronger than Light aka kira no 1. ^^ I CANT WAIT >< CANT CANT.

JINGJIE, YOU SO BORED, DONATE MONEY TO ME LA. EARN SOME KARMA.

Yeah, life is monotonous for me until now. TSK. BORING.

*screams in boredom*

Ok, i shall go check subject combi. Bye.

BORED

2006-10-31T02:41:00.000-08:00

I simply cannot describe how bored i am. Just think, i'm resorting to blogging during work. Sales is really quite bad. Like everybody is slacking. There isn't much to do and i'm not feeling well. I feel damn sick. I spent the entire afternoon sleeping. that's how bad it is. Like i just lay on the bed, trying to force myself to sleep.

And then i had to pull myself up for work. Even though i was feeling quite ill. SIGH. I didn't want to go to work, but i can't just cancel my slot. :( Must be bcos of vball training yesteraday. I feel sore all over due to that muscle ache.

SPARE ME. There's still training tmr. I may not go. See if i'm still feeling sore and sick.

Oh yes, i bought the latest Hu Ge's show already, after so long. "Till Death Do Us Part", i watch until the fifth episode. It's like quite draggy, i shall be truthful. It's quite long la, but overall its ok. Maybe cos i haven't reach the exciting parts yet.I think "The Little Fairy" is the nicest among all his shows. Heh.

I must go post in lushikoh blog~ Ciao.

ah goong's bday

2006-10-28T08:57:00.000-07:00

i just came back not long from Long Beach Restaurant, cause it was ah goong's bday. Ah goong, obviously, is my paternal grandad. He is 76 this year. Wow. He's healthy and happy of course, he's MY grandad,whaddya think? I mean, I just can't imagine myself that old. Like imagine YOURSELF old, wrinkly, and not exactly in the pink of health. Quite impossible, aint it??

Yes, i knew it. Course it is impossible. It's even impossible to try to do it with photoshop. Not that anybody would, cause why would anyone want to make themselves older and uglier? Man, if you do that, you've got NO common sense. And i know you don't, so do it.

I sorta tried to imagine, but all i could get (the final product at like age, 75?) was like me now. The exact same face. My face must be like, infused with tonnes of botox i guess. Or that i'm an immortal. But i quite like the idea that i still look like this even when i'm 75.

And back to the topic, i wish Ah Goong happiness, prosperity and great health! :))

I'm still quite full from that dinner, how many courses i don't know. Just saw cherie's boyfriend there and nothing much le la. And woah, Millie got a NAVAl PIERCING. That's cool. I was thinking of getting one next time. But i think Dad will like, disown me. So i think i better not. I'm not good at keeping things under wraps. Yes of course i'm not. I'm way too innocent.

I just watch Russel Peters. GOD, people, please go watch him on Youtube. In case you don't know what youtube is, it's www.youtube.com , a video site. Just type in "Russel Peters" And click on the Canada Central one. He's amazing. Freakking funny.

Somebody's gonna hurt real bad.

As quoted by him, or his dad. LMAO.

Right, enough about the nonsense. I'm not gonna post the pics yet! Course i haven got Siewting's share. When i get photos from everyone, then i post ok, about the steamboat dinner, last day and 2nd/3rd last days of school etc. All those memories! Way too precious.

I shall go now~Bye. RMB to watch Russel Peters, it's worthed it.

ah goong's bday

2006-10-28T08:45:00.000-07:00

i just came back not long from Long Beach Restaurant, cause it was ah goong's bday. Ah goong, obviously, is my paternal grandad. He is 76 this year. Wow. He's healthy and happy of course, he's MY grandad,whaddya think? I mean, I just can't imagine myself that old. Like imagine YOURSELF old, wrinkly, and not exactly in the pink of health. Quite impossible, aint it??

Yes, i knew it. Course it is impossible. It's even impossible to try to do it with photoshop. Not that anybody would, cause why would anyone want to make themselves older and uglier? Man, if you do that, you've got NO common sense. And i know you don't, so do it.

I sorta tried to imagine, but all i could get (the final product at like age, 75?) was like me now. The exact same face. My face must be like, infused with tonnes of botox i guess. Or that i'm an immortal. But i quite like the idea that i still look like this even when i'm 75.

And back to the topic, i wish Ah Goong happiness, prosperity and great health! :))

I'm still quite full from that dinner, how many courses i don't know. Just saw cherie's boyfriend there and nothing much le la. And woah, Millie got a NAVAl PIERCING. That's cool. I was thinking of getting one next time. But i think Dad will like, disown me. So i think i better not. I'm not good at keeping things under wraps. Yes of course i'm not. I'm way too innocent.

I just watch Russel Peters. GOD, people, please go watch him on Youtube. In case you don't know what youtube is, it's www.youtube.com , a video site. Just type in "Russel Peters" And click on the Canada Central one. He's amazing. Freakking funny.

Somebody's gonna hurt real bad.

As quoted by him, or his dad. LMAO.

Right, enough about the nonsense. I'm not gonna post the pics yet! Course i haven got Siewting's share. When i get photos from everyone, then i post ok, about the steamboat dinner, last day and 2nd/3rd last days of school etc. All those memories! Way too precious.

I shall go now~Bye. RMB to watch Russel Peters, it's worthed it.

its still morning

2006-10-26T20:37:00.000-07:00

Its 11.31, but its still morning. and i dont know why im blogging. (god, this rhymes) i'm listening to sunrise by norah jones, see that jukebox at the sidebar. yeaps thats the one. but it's not really working well..it stops like halfway. sigh.

i haven got the photos from yesterday's farewell buffet for xinyan and loads of other photos i took with the class people. i will post them up once i get them.

i just woke up. i feel drony, prob yest was last day of school and i havent gotten over it. i think i will soon la. i just know that i will miss 2i like hell.

i dont know what to post about so i mightaswell post the neos from the lushikoh outing.

That's the "Hangman", we were all hanging from the bar. It certainly looks like we were having a party, with all that decor too. Designed by all/some of us??? Can't remember.

TASTY GRAPES. This was designed by su, it's simple and nice. Though su looks spastic as usual, with that opened mouth~

Thought we were prepared for this? NO ><

This was just totally random! Designed by su.

We are priceless. Designed by Hil.

Rashiko on bed. (Bed is just the background design lol) Designed by me!

Hil only scanned in these few.. Thus, not all the neos we've taken are here.

Shall stop now... Ciao.

last fucking day of school

2006-10-26T07:34:00.000-07:00

today is the last freakking day of school, it ends 2i o6' and its also the last time i'll ever study in that narnia classrm again. i didn't cry. amazingly. cos i thought i really would cry. i didnt hug anyone besides rachel t and sulin cos they hug me. cos i know ill break down and cry. sigh.

it prolly be the last time sitting in serene's dad's car to school again. maybe.

i really wanted to cry when i said: "Good-bye 2i" before i left. it wasnt as heart wrenching as it was when i left CZPS, but it was still sad. i loved 2i. i dont want to change classes, i dont want to mix with those lians of the SAP who talk so damn loudly without grace and self respect. it is completely disgracing to be in the same class as them.

su's also leaving for VJ, xinyan's leaving for NJ, i just came back from xinyan's farewell party, i didnt go to work. had steamboat and loads of fun at rachel c's house. ill also rmb tonight people. no matter what happens i love 2i, atom, lushikoh, and all my friends!!! i really will miss you.

i cant imagine being in a class w/o bev's chatter, eli's lameness, siya's diao-ness, shiyun's tei voice, rachel c's red face, lionel's annoyingness, ryan's retardedness, yanlin's blurness, hil's sweetness, su's madness, xinyan's smartness, siewting's seriousness, rachel t's laughter, yuanjun's brains, kiayi's siao-ness and so much more. simply too much to write.

i will be terribly sad for a while. ill be looking forward to the chalet though. i guess, not many said their goodbyes today cos everybody is looking forward to the chalet. but by the end of the chalet, it really means its over. we'll meet up of cos, go teoheng, lushikoh outing... but as a class, its really diff. ill miss all of you truckloads. even for those whom im not too close with.. we are all part of 2i, lets rmb 2i as a whole united, bonded class~forever.

i love 2ismos 06 and its narnian classrm, all my lovely friends there and teachers. ill miss you all, for sure. lets try to stay in touch, and never forget pamela, no 11, pe rep and once math rep of 2i. ill rmb all of you^^

i guess, i sorta written out my depressing mood. im worried about sec three and loads. but now, im just sad. words can hardly write out my feelings now, but yeah, whatever.

with that, it marks the end of 2i 06' as a class,....

Or the beginning or 3? 07'?

lushikoh outing no????

2006-10-24T06:35:00.000-07:00

today was lushikoh outing no what???? I got no idea. i woke up at an ungodly hour of like eight thirty. i was then subconsciously sleeping, with my phone vibrating under my pillow every few minutes. people from everywhere were like looking for me. i was going to be late for the class chalet organisation shit, which turned out to be..shit, yes, a COMPLETE waste of time.

when i got there i was like at cheers flipping thru the magazines, reading all the dirt dished by the various celebs. nth interesting. the norm, brad misses jen or whatever. not like we really care abt the celeb's life. like ours are way more impt. but of cos.

then ryan came and he wandered around cheers while i stayed at the mags corner. i was smsing CQ hah. there was simply nth to do, this early in the morn that is. esp at downtown east, where the fun really starts in the evening. the others had gone to pasir ris park. to take pics or whatever. more liekly to get bitten by the blood thirsty commander like mosquitoes. buzz buzz. eek.

then we went to like the food court, i barely ate anything even though i was starving. cos i was heading for town later, and having lunch with su and hil. :D i ate a few scoops of ice kachang and fumbled around with the rubric cube. which i failed to make all the sides all the same colour. i was constantly being laughed by kiayi. thank you. i cant believe that thing. its impossible to do. i cant believe daniel thinks its entertainment. my god.

then we went to town, hil and me were early, we wandered around wheelock and met su and went to liat tower for lunch at BK, i was hoping for a better lunch though. BK just sucks sometimes. but whatever. BK was fine nyways.

and we walked all the way to heeren to take neos :)) but b4 that we went to kino and i bought the latest GG bk, i haven finished reading. yeah, but finishing. this bk is great, compared to some of the earlier bks. this is the best cover anyway, among all, this is the cover that i like the best, cos its like so classy and elegant. we were deciding to buy lushikoh bk, but we didnt, cos i didnt want. chip and dale bk was just so wrong for lushikoh. lol. not tt i got anythign against chip and dale. they are rather cute actually.

we took neos. twice. at heeren, its just diff taking neos with lushikoh and others. its like, more fun, like more the high life feel. and all the crap we talk, and the few gossips and stuff.. its just fun. we dont have to worry or care, just enjoy.

then we walked back to wheelock to get my aunt's cake which i didnt in the end, but we got su's present. like those cute miniature stuff. su like these kind of stuff, so yeaps, we bought. then she was like grinning like an idiot i tell you, when i passed it to her, like an innocent child given ice cream or smth. lol.

hil was wearing light brown-gray surfer pants and an pink adidas top, looking way sporty than supposed, bcos she was at her grans n she didnt have clothes there. but its was ok la. and pink flip flops. i was wearing a DNKY brown tight fit top with jeans and beach slippers. su was wearing a blue top with too many unbuttoned buttons (as usual) and blue and white striped shorts, that would look ridiculous w/o a proper combi of e top. but she managed to pull it off. the prob was her metallic pink diamente birkenstocks. way wrong.

thats abt it, we went home, i met gor and max at the traffic junction and we went home together. yiyi was there, making chiffon cakes, again. hah.

not a bad thing, but too much of that cake will just accumulate more fats in my gargatuann body. urgh. going back to reading my book soon i guess. hoep sch will be fine tmr. nights.

EOYs papers

2006-10-19T05:40:00.000-07:00

i/we got back our papers today. exam papers. EXAM PAPERS. i didnt score very well, kinda expected. i didn't expect to do SO badly for my math paper. i was damn freakking disappointed. it was really kinda shocking that i almost failed. really.

luckily my CA2 pulled me up. or else im dead shit. so my math got a B for overall. which isnt very good of cos. not esp when the two beside me are gonna get freakking As.

i was damn happy for hist. lang arts and geog were so so. nth much, just plain decent grades.

and lushikoh book is found. i wanna smack su, shes so blur and she keeps insisting its not her who lost it. like WTH.

im watching Tokyo Juliet now. i havent bought fahrenhait's cd.. shall go buy some time soon. :)) i read the it girl by cecily von ziegesar already. lionel was so amusing. he stared at the book and pointed at the word "fucking" and said in a damn serious tone :"that's damn vulgar." i wasn't shocked by his reaction but rather, surprised at his facial expression. DAMN FUNNY. hah.

and thanks to siya and lionel, or maybe not thanks, i was trying so hard to feel a bit more guilty and reflect but they kept cheering me up and made me laugh. i could hardly feel depressed. tsk.

that a good thing or bad thing i dont know. i just know im getting back to my show and i have a surprise soon. hopefully:)

first day of work^^

2006-10-16T08:14:00.000-07:00

today's the first day o work which was great. i couldnt describe it better. i was really quite nervous at first. but when i got into the shop and started to learn the stuff, they were pretty much the same, just a million times easier. i dont even have to stand up and walk etc. i got the hang quite fast cos i worked b4 i guess and the way home was just absolutely undescribable but ill try my best to describe la. hah.

its like i rode to work, i took quite a long time to find the shop as it s a new outlet. but we i went home it was so beautiful. i rode silently down that narrow, winding, covered-with-yellow-leaves path. the streetlights were shining, pale mellow soft light. the wind was blowing my hair, sweeping past my face and rustling when it passes the leaves of the huge trees laying overhead. the sky was starkk and beautiful in it's own humble quiet way.

hopefully work from now on will be as great as it can be. whatever happens, i know that at least, i can enjoy the ride home.

enuf bout work. now back to school.

we lost the interclass. i feel angry just thinking about it, we shouldnt have won. its my fault. i didnt serve properly. SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY. we could have won H. ><

i guess it doesnt matter for me, cos it doesnt matter to me whether we won the interclass or not. but i guess i owe the class one, cos i think the class pple wanted the vball interclass to win. tsk.

whateverr.

i sneaked into You, Me and Dupree. it was quite stupid, not worthed sneaking in and risking the risk of getting caught. There was nothing really sexual and yeah whatever. It was dumb la.

oh wells, i went to bugis with eli today aft sch, we bought kamio japan paper pads and bought pop corn. eli's my popcorn partner-in-crime. :))

gonna stop here :))

assorted crap

2006-10-14T09:19:00.000-07:00

i feel a sudden urge to delete all my webspaces. i don't know. i feel like im losing the interest, the touch of the computer. it doesnt hold anything for me at all as it sort of used to. like its not indispensable anymore, not like it was indispensable, just that, even after the exams are over, i dont even feel like using the computer and tidy up CHARME.

its in a pathetic state i know. i want to delete it already. its dumb and dusty and i cant be bothered to clear it up. its like a webspace that is dead. and im too lazy to clear it up. maybe.

maybe i'm just over the webspace and domains thingy, like everybody is dort of having a webspace thats why im blogging and doing such stuff. maybe i was a noob at first and i hardly knew anything, hardly, and now i know how it works, and so, the novelty has worn off me. i may be just too lazy or maybe im too fed up with my life that i cant be bothered. even though i dont know why im fed up with my life. cos, my parents arent divorced, im not sickly, im not terrible looking etc. my life is kinda mediocre. even though i hate to admit. people may not ssay it all and stuff. but behind that facade, isnt it what it is all abt?

pretense. thats all it is.

even in school, like everyone is pretending, sometimes with relatives, with family. i have to pretend like i could do it, even when i was unsure. i dont want the weekend to end, cos ill have to play interclass, school starts formally, results will come out. im likely to fail. and the chances of 2I winning interclass, its very very low. cos we dont even play possesion. this sucks.

vball training sucked, the last i meant. i wasnt feeling very well, i played like shit. now thinking abt it, i wonder if i chose the wrong CCA. maybe. probably. i really dont want to think abt it. but i guess i cant really help it eh.

i watched zhing ji yi ban already. i love fahrenhait. :)) they are the best boy band, chinese, ever. even better than F4. i think i might actually buy their album. ^^ yay yay.

im too lazy to type any longer cos i want to watch fei lun hai on youtube. they are quite cute actually. i actually like jiro a bit more now. heh.

@library

2006-10-09T02:59:00.000-07:00

i was just whiling my time away in the library moments ago, snugged up against the leather bench with an O.C. book. it was great, i went to the library after school today. and i spent a good few hours day, actually bcos i had to return some books that were due today. yeaps. but not like i wouldn't go to the library even if i had no reason.

books are a wonderful companion, and an escape to reality. they are part of life that you simply cannot live without. unless you hate books of cos, i do hate some books too. like science fiction. this is a completely subjective opinion of mine and pls do not hate me bcos of it.

science fiction stuff are way off the charts. they talk abt revolution yadda yadda, but they sort of only happen like what, 2000 years down the road, which aint going to happen in our life time, so what is the point of reading such books eh??? tell me la.

and today's post exam activity was quite fun la... bowling was quite ok. didnt bowl very well. partly cos i haven been to a bowling alley for so long. maybe. the leslie guy was so funny, hes th ecoash and he do very funny stuff and he boasts abt his bowling career and stuff. like wtf.

then we went back to school from orchid country club, and there was a guest, royston tan. he's a filmmaker, and we watched more of his films today. he's my inspiration. i want to be a filmmaker. like him! and go to sapporo. wee.

ok~and HAPPY BIRTHDAY MILLIE!! :))

i cant wait to change my skin-hehe.

bye, till then perhaps.

Skating^^

2006-10-07T08:15:00.000-07:00

I went skating with Shiying and Siya today! WEE. It was fun la, but i fell down twice. -.-" And i got WET. :(( but its fine la. the skates were dirty wet and dingy and the ticket woman was damn AP. don't know whats her problem la.

my feet is hurting like HELL. damn pain cos i cant skate very well. its been ages since i last skated. LONG LONG AGO in malaysia. haha. then i skated quite unstably.

i saw dehui and his flock of girl friends. so funny. and he threw ice down my back la. WTH. (~_~) I'll get that back. MARK MY WORDS. :P

then there were some who could skate very well of cos. the ice hockey players and prof. skaters and the caucasions.

then i went to meet yi yi and mom and bro and sis and headed for town. we went to eat at this really exquisite japanese restaurant at orchard plaza. it really feel like a japanese restaurant. its authentic japanese. the bowl of ramen was so huge that even i couldnt finish it la. the food was nice. it was like in an alley. so it felt very jap-py.

then we walked here and there, ate some ice cream and walked more. sat at starbucks paragon doing absolutely nothing. i was just nsging su and siya and hil. then we wanted to watch world trade centre. but it was a midnight movie and we didnt want to wait so long, so we decided to go home.

cine was so darn crowded i tell you cos its opened 24 hrs on weekends. i bet its still damn crowded over there. and there were a lot of those lians and bengs. andquite a lot of people dressed like its cosplay even when they still look so bad.

i understand if they want to look nice. but they try to act gothic and all, and end up looking like a total loser. like how pathetic!?! then as usual they had their fair share of quite well dressed people. and people who just crave attention.

oh wells. yeaps. today was a fun and long day. the days are slowly getting drony and longer and boring-er. :(( i'm going to siya's house tmr to play some tennis. yay. oh well. nights.

EOYs

2006-10-05T01:28:00.000-07:00

I haven't blogged in quite a while haven't i? And it's not really even because of the exams, I have been using the computer everyday during the exam periods. Hardly studying~ URGH.

For like at least three hours per day. And I just finished watching Dragon Tiger Gate. And I wrote a reply letter to su. And tomorrow is Chinese Paper 2.

LAST FUCKING PAPER.

Wish me luck. I screwed Science and Math up. I'm freakking dead. The others were ok. I think tomorrow would be ok too. And I'm acting like as if, my exams are OVER. Which is so darn wrong. I still have one more paper to go, no?

Oh well, i said it. IT"S ONE PAPER. EOYs are ending. I'm darn darn happy.

I can't wait. SImply can't.

I finished watching the Prince of Tennis le. Now i'm obediently watching the Nationals OVA everytime they upload one. POT rocks. I wanna be Mrs Echizen.

Pamela Ryoma-Echizen. Pamela Echizen.

Sounds nice eh??? LOLS.

Like that could ever happen. But whatever!!! I opened another wordpress blog, did i say? It's not private. But I'm not going to say the URL yet. cause my visitor content sucks. BLEAUGH. When I'm done with the site and all, then I'm going to change to a host la. I've changed my mind. :))

This is a short post. I think I'll post the URL soon. Cause tomorrow is the las tday of exams, dad's in vietnam. So it means that I can use the com, when bro doesnt hog it la. YAY.

WORDPRESS ROCKS. But does anybody know how to change the bloody template??? GRR.

deteled private blog

2006-09-26T22:38:00.000-07:00

I have deleted my private blog~ Private blogs are hard to maintain plus they get found out real easy. So yeaps.

Today is an extremely special day know why?

Today is the eve of the end of year exams. KILL ME. AHH ><>

anyway i just came back from eli's hse, i ran in the rain cos i had to go home myself, alone. Sad right. Siya had her mum lo. I came home wet and dingy. gosh. We studied and crapped at eli's hse, it was kinda fun, but oh whatever. You won't want to know the details anyway.

Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol is damn nice. I'm addicted to it and Anna Nalick and Stacie Orrico all over again. They are really wonderful can can.

Before we get old, before we get too old.

OOPS, i'm supposed to study las. Anyway, since I deleted my private blog, i opened another wordpress one. But I'm not gonna say la. Maybe I'll tell close friends only.

See how. Bye.

Singapore Idol

2006-09-25T07:00:00.000-07:00

WHOOTS. Hady won~~~~~ Oh well, I sorta wanted Jonathan to win, but nvm if Hady win too cause both of them are good! Jonathan didn't perform that well bcos of the genre of songs la, that his voice is more suited for the rocker-jazz-slow ballads kind.

But Hady appeals more to the pop group in this case cos he has a wider vocal range, not too low, wherea Jonathan's is lower.

YEAPS~But i'm happy all the same, Taufik looks better. WEE. I want another SG Idol.. Pretty please??? I want~~~Too bad if they aren't holding anymore, it's a waste. Fremantle is stingy la.

AND OH YEAH, freakingg THREE more days till EOYS. And i haven finished revision la. This is bad la. Yuanjun and those muggers are stressing me, real bad.

Lionel is annoying, he acts cute and goes~~~~I can't describe. *speechless* So is Siya, she slams her body on my table and refuses to get up..!

OH! OK, I'm a proton, Eli is a neutron and Siya is a electron. HOW FUNNY. LOL. We are ATOM!!! :))

My life is typical, i got chinese grades and math grades today, none too pleasing. BAH. Somebody smack me.

I want to change this skin soon, i cant read well in this blog cos words are too tiny. I hate tiny words. Annoying shit. OOPS. I'm talking about my blog lol.

I CANT WAIT FOR EOYS TO BE OVER.

FUCK EXAMS.

MOODY

2006-09-23T00:50:00.000-07:00

I woke up today feeling questionably moody and drowsy. Like as if, i knew in my dreams that today was study day. I guess i really have psychic powers eh.

Then i finished reading Merchant of Venice which took up a bit of my time then while reading my lang arts notes, i fell asleep for bout one hour, then i took a break and used the com to access my asknlearn. And of course, my blog.

I decided that i shouldn't deprive my blog of what it's supposed to have~~~my thoughts and everyday feelings. And esp today cause the EOYs are coming, and my mood today is weirdly moody. Even my iTunes is playing the wrong song--------low, slow, drowsy jazz.

I guess i can't linger around much. I'm currently surfing Queen of Dorks. Something happy, they have started to sell the cutest chibi stickers i have ever seen and hiragana and katakana charts and lovely onigiri phone charms. :)) I really want to get one~~~~~~~Shall go set up a Paypal acc real soon.

Went to bev to Tampines Mall yesterday nyways, I saw this lovely electric guitar which was so nice-----completely white with a hint of silver, and another one that is like glossy red and a lil mix of other colours that makes it look, erm, vintage??? Yeah i guess. Saw it at Yamaha anyway.

And the most beautiful camera i have ever seen. It's soft pink, T10, cyber shot latest's launch. Fucking nice~~~~~~~at $599,7.2 megapixel, Supersteady shot, high sensitivity, music slideshow and all that shit. I even got the postcard. I want that cam, URGH, and that .jp domain, although it would be quite freakkingg impossible.

OH~~~~luxury is essential.

So now, my guitar when i learnt how to play? OR, keyboards, my domain (maybe), my chibi stickers, charms and charts, my camera and an iMac. OH OH, Hu Ge's debut album and newest show~~

These are my aims during the holiday, i shall work doubly hard and take up two jobs. And treat mum and dad to a nice dinner at the brazilian restaurant. And save money to go on a solo trip to France after i mastered my French when I'm like 18.

Good, oh, no. PERFECT.

Another 10 and I'll get back to studying. Back to feeling moody all over again, cause i was feeling perky after typing in this post for a while...

I love iPod minis better than the nano, as in really. I'm not lying. :D

tests and more--->

2006-09-20T06:37:00.000-07:00

It's common test FOUR tmr, it's GREEAT. I think it is just so wonderful no? Common test and then EOYs. The best concoction everr. And yeaps, my math suck.

And i was HARDLY studying. Was reading, yes, LUST, a seven sins book. Couldn't stop once i started. XD

And IF you are like me, really trying to study but hardly taking in anything, then join my religion. Birds of the same feather SHOULD flock together. And since you have nothing to do, read this post. It should reflect your thoughts very well. And, PAMELA-ism is going er, quite well, after much promotion.

JINGJIE, DILYS are my pending members. (I don't care, you guys are so joining!!!)

Let me do some revision here. For math. I have only been studying math.

Mensuration:

surface area of a prism: 2B + PH

surface area of a cylinder: 2 pie r2 + 2 pie rh

surface area of a pyramid: B + 1/2 PL

surface area of a cone: pie r2 + pie rL

pythagorean theorem: (height)2 + (radius)2 = (slant height)2 / a2 + b2 = c2

volume of a prism: Bh

volume of a cylinder: pie r2 h

volume of a pyramid: 1/3 Bh

volume of a cone: 1/3 pie r2 h

surface area of a sphere: 4pie r2

volume of a sphere: 4/3 pie r3

volume of a hemisphere (this is a givaway): 1/2 (4/3 pie r3)

anyway. hope this of help, i typed this for my own good too. Helps me to remember. And source is-----------mighty BRAIN o' mine. TRA-LA-LA~~~~~

OH yes, I'm still sick. Got a slight headache and i have not taken one medicine tt i was supposed to take cos it sad tt it would cause drowsiness. Cough is a tad better though. XD And thus, PE today was the epitome of BORING. Vball was absolute nothing-ness cos siya fell and injured herself. The rest were, as usual. The only good thing is, I didn't have to run.

Our volleyball team for the upcoming interclass does not look that promising at the moment cause Siya has injured her hand. But i think she will recover in time. And the others have to learn how to surf and all that. And i'm afraid there's not much time. HO W HOW. But i guess we could make it pass the prelimanary rounds no? Yeaps, our team is not fabulous, but at least, i guess we have decent players. Shall hush it lest more info abt us leak out. WEE.

REVIEW???

Su(Sulin) has changed her blogskin. I seriously think her previous one was nicer. At least i thought keita looked decent and quite cute in it. And the blending was great too. Now her current blogskin is greyish, more to the black and white style, and kinda cool too, with the guitar and all. But somehow, i like the old one better. And normally, my taste don't really go wrong. XD And, it clashes with the URL, pinktwist and grey differs a lot. And the title is missing and so are the plugs. LOL><>

comment on this review? have an opinion? tag it.

SICK

2006-09-18T04:47:00.000-07:00

I'm sick, on a continuous coughing streeak that embarrasses the hell out of me~~~~~~ BAH! Been to the doctor's today, waitedd for quite long for the pathetic 3 minutes during consultation. SO NOT worthed it. XD

OOH OOH. GOR is on LIME magazine-the last time he was on Seventeen. (^_^) But I'm too lazy to scan in the pictures. So oh wells, nvm.

Hu Ge's birthday is like three days away. *grins* OH, but that'll mean he'll grow older. :(( But i guess nobody can help it.

AND BEHOLD~~~~~~~~~

THE DIVINE LEGENDARY PAMELA has started a religion:

PAMELA-ism

I got TWO disciples already ;D SI YA and ELI. WANT TO JOIN?

I have spread my teachings wide and far. And thou shall continue this honourable mission.

CIAO.

JERK

2006-09-15T04:56:00.000-07:00

J.E.R.K. one word. jerk. if you don't give a damn, i don't either. I was really just disappointed, but now, anger is a mere understatement.

And to someone else, I'm sorry.

I'm so diao-d. I'm going Bangkok again, to shop. LIKE AGAIN. Heh, but shopping would be a great way to vent my anger.

Wait till I start working Singapore, your economy would rise and be so darn prosperous because of me. Cause I'm so good at spending. So the government should pay me for spending. TOTALLY.

And I earn my rights to spend. SO, it's not like i take money from my parents! Tthose dear spoilt whining bratty lians need some role model RIGHT. HAHA.

ME.

I should hold a talk for them, like some public speech, like a prime minister. BUT, my speech would probably be a thousand times more interesting. And everybody would clap and I would have a fan club.

"Thus behold this divine beauty in front of you, Ms Pamela" the legendary character in tiny dot Singapore who will influence so many people. OH OH!

There goes my imagination. BUT HEY, Elizabeth is a damn good example. LOOK. At how I changed her.

MY INFLUENCE. MY IMPACT. MY HOLY WORDS. MY TEACHINGS.

And my next masterpiece-to-be, LEE SIYA. She is in the process of being ~~brainwashed~~ taught the right way. Things are looking GOOD.

Way way better.

Want to be my masterpiece number 3!?! APPLY APPLY.

You must be:
-a girl (sorry i don't do boys at the moment)
-a nerd/geek
-listen to whatever i say
-pay me $20 on an hourly basis
-pay for your own clothes
-pay for mine
-give me your nets and your pin
-no, give me everything i want.
-love me.

what you will get:
-a totally transformed you.
-a result you'll absolutely love
-a good friend/teacher (ME)

oh oh BEHOLD.

friendster personalized

2006-09-14T02:58:00.000-07:00

I have personalized my friendster:
www.friendster.com/stilletoed

And thus I have made another email, gosh, i know i shouldnt make so many emails. Now I got so many to check. But unlike those who make and don't check, I still check! So I'm actually using it!

stilletoed@yahoo.com.sg

But I only made it cause I wanted to try geocities. Yeaps. Cause it needed a yahoo ID, and i didnt want my old want anymore. So yeah.

And I've been blogging quite badly. I read my posts. They are getting seriously boring. But it's not my fault. This blogger acc, DON KNOW WHY, don't allow me to post pictures! EEKS.

Today was pretty boring. School I mean. ACC test which was ok, LSP which was redundant, role play which was funny, I mean, a nice mix of everything. But boring you know. I'm getting bored of my life's tune AGAIN. It was just looking all fine and nice. But now it's back to square one.

Bored, single and sick. Sick as in my cough.

When I'm done with my geocities, I might tell you all. :) Not like there's anything to see at the moment.

OH WELL. There is nothing to say. This post is redundant but since i have already typed so much. I shall continue. There is Chinese test tomorrow.

Anyway, I seem to cool down already. Like I don't hate anyone, anymore. Not that I use to hate someone, but as in, loathe? Yeah, I don detest you anymore. I merely dislike you, maybe a little despise.

Disappointment?

2006-09-12T07:46:00.000-07:00

I thought you were nice. I thought maybe it was just you, with the others. You were just so different around me. It was just you. And I thought.

But it's not even over in a week and you seem to settle down again already. But the truth is, you probably never really settled down.

Oh wells, I do not have the rights to questions your rights, and your freedom and of course you closely hidden privacy that i never thought it was so explicit.

Maybe I should have listened to what the others said and left long ago, instead of dwelling around, like a fool? Wasting each other's time, with all that lies. I know it all now. Every single thing you said, behind my back. I know it all. You are blissfully ignorant. That's good.

Thank you so much. Lesson taught, lesson learnt.

No, I'm just disappointed.

And???

2006-09-11T07:19:00.000-07:00

I really don't know what you want.

The last minute homework exam jigs are getting to me, bad. I don't know why.

Anyway, today's the first day of school, nothing interesting. Exams are like two weeks away and i can still come home and watch Goong. Somebody slap me. I need to wake up.

Ms Ngau went to China so this funny looking puny guy came into our class. He's gonna be our relieve teacher for math. And oh god, he can hardly teach.

I don't know what to say anymore. I'm confused.

Forbidden City

2006-09-09T07:31:00.000-07:00

I just came back from Marina Square, my legs and feet are aching. WHYY??? Because, i wore wedges today and my feet are hurting from the straps of the wedges. And i walked for god knows how long, to find the ATM. If you think i am about to reveal how much i have in my ATM, then forget it. You'll be damn disappointed to know that, even if you know my pin and got my card, you cant take money out cause it's lesser than $20.

I know i'm damn pathetic. I spent so much that it's really quite scary. I don't even know how come i spent so fast!?! So it's not really my fault.

Today was like the only day i really went out in Singapore to have fun during the sept hols. The rest were slacking and homework and drama. I wore my favourite DKNY top and a pair of hip hugging jeans to the Forbidden City Musical at the Esplanade. It was absolutely wonderful, it was a damn nice musical and Kit Chan sings really well. But it was a bit cold. XD

And Beverly kept saying that she wants to sing like Kit Chan to me, many times. But her attempt to annoy me fails, as usual. And the seats were so far back, seriously, damn far back. We could hardly see can. No wonder the tickets were so cheap la.

Then, me and Bev had dinner at Kenny Rogers(again) at Marina Square. We walked a bit and we say Shi SinHui and Hong Junyang there, singing. And we walked so long because of the ATM machine. TSK. Eli and Ka Woon left cos they has something on. Yeaps.

No hot guys at the Esplanade today, except those on the advertisments on the walls. And, i'm gonna be anti-boys now. At least for the time being, now doesnt seem to be the right time anyway. Maybe. Maybe not. I don know, unless it's really worthed it.

And no pretty girls that really caught my eye when i was out today. And there seem to be something wrong with the dress sense of many people in Dunman High. Oh, i shall shut up, in case i offend anyone. XD

WHOOPS. I wasn't talking about you.

at bev's house

2006-09-06T00:59:00.000-07:00

I'm at bev's house now. WAHAHA. We are supposed to do lang arts proj la. but so bored, and so we are slacking so now i'm blogging. I can't believe it, but i'm actually happy Xiaxue is back to regular blogging then i can happily indulge in her self absorbed bitchy posts. OOH. Forgive me.

I finished watching The Magicians of Love already. Now i'm starting to watch Goong, Princess Hourly? Er, I guess. Quite nice so far. But the empress and Queen or palace people talk so slowly. So annoying. Heh. I'm addicted to serial dramas again.And i will save to but Hu Ge's new show. YES I WILL SAVE.

And that's why no lushikoh outing, cause we are busy watching dramas. Yes we are busy people.

And i started listening to 183, i think im gonna start to really like them. HAHA.

I'm really starting to enjoy being single again. So goddarn carefree. Now i can talk to guys normally without worrying or whatsoever. Don you people dare say i'm a flirt ok. If you are just plain jealous of not being able to get a bf, then, too bad. It's not my problem you cant get one and blame me for snatching them all. XD.

and i can get into hu ge kitty pound already^^

oh bye.

kukup

2006-09-03T06:08:00.000-07:00

I just came back from the wonderful fishing village of Kukup in Malaysia! It really is quite un-faciliated, and the houses were like stilthouses just that the stilts were replaced by concrete pillars. So..It's not really stilthouses anymore! LOL. But the paths were so narrow, and there weren't any fencing! AND the houses were like ten feet above the mangrove swamps and muddy water can. So it's like, if you lose your balance, you fall into the water. -.-" But, not that bad la.

Only scary when the natives drives motorcycles and bicycles so fast on the quite narrow cracked, concrete pathways.

OR NOT.

We had free flow seafood also ok. Eat like mad can. I eat don know how many stingrays i want to die already. And we played zong1 ji2 mi4 ma3 and the loser had to eat one more chicken wing or something. It was one of the few times i actually felt sick towards a nicely grilled barbequed chicken wing. SHEESH.

And at least the bungalow house had nice air-conditioned rooms and a great hall with a karaoke tv too. I sang a bit^^ And played cards till quite late at night, playing dai3 di2. HAHA. BUT i lose like don know how many times. *sobs*

Then we fished a bit, not me, but my cousins, like we caught a cat fish but we released it in the end. Then of course, the sunset was beautiful. Absolutely gorgeous with the nice sea smell, it was quite nice as in it smelt of sea.

But everything was thrown into the water without any consideration, you know the water used to wash off the soap in the bath? It wa=ould go down into the sea, so was any waste like faeces and urine. EVERYTHING. ><>

And the most wonderful of the entire trip was the amazing fireworks! We could set fireworks in Malaysia ma! So we bought like $100 plus worthed of fireworks and set them and like bombs and stuff that werent allowed in Singapore. SO SO SO FUN. The fireworks were breath taking against the stark night sky. And it goes like "piang piang piang!" very fast la! (^_^)

But our neighbours keep singing and singing, the karaoke you see. They cant sing for nuts. NOISE POLLUTION AT THE MAXIMUM. And there was an expected jam of two hours at the checkpoints. FREAKING ANNOYING. TSK TSK. Damn un-efficient.

AND, i managed to skip parent child day with a valid reason. Mdm john cant do a shit now. AHAHA. Lousy. Stupid parent child day is such a waste of time anyway and i didnt have to go up to speak and present my portfolio.

BUT (><) ,GREATEST NEWS!!! Hil messaged me to say that HU GE met with an accident and was a little disfigured, he suffered brain injuries even! I am so sad for my dear Hu Ge ok. Nothing must happen to him! Even so, I'm still gonna suppost him, I'm gonna buy Till Death To Us Part. GET WELL SOON OK. And I cant get into Hu Ge KP. WHY???

And i learnt some more bad news about some people around us.OH WELLS. I never gossip here do i. And so i shall not. BYE.

the break up

2006-08-31T06:05:00.000-07:00

marcus and me broke up.

i'm not gonna explain. ^^ It's not exactly a bad thing. It really wasn't working out. It was almost 7 months, 14th Feb was the day. And we broke up today, at the end of the month.

Period.

P.S. And I'm single again.

Another site

2006-08-30T03:02:00.000-07:00

I've got another blog up and I've been posting there quite regularly for a while. It has everything in there, all my deepest thoughts. It feels good to be able to type freely without worrying about whether this post would offend anybody or something.

anyway, i want to take this post to tell the people around me something ok. Whether you have been mean or not, or you have said something you shouldn't have... Just forgot it ok? Place some trust in that person and believe that she didn't mean it, she had her reasons, or she simply is human, she had her flaws. If you feel hurt, betrayed, pissed over whatever that person said, she must be of a certain importance to you. Or pose a threat in some way, whatever it is, she means something. And if that something had been really positive, then believe in that person.

It doesn't matter what that person had done, just don't do it too badly back. Human nature is like that. Take things in your stride. Sometimes things go your way, sometimes it doesn't. And as quoted from the five people you meet in heaven, hatred is like a curved blade, you use it to harm someone, you are actually harming yourseld. You are not able to release the hatred. And every second that you are hating, you lose a second of happiness. If we could stop hating and use the time to be happy. This world would be such a happy world.

I know whatever I said might not be that easy to do. But try? I don;t know what to do about it too.

Gosh this is a sad depressing post. Oh bye. I don't know what to say le la.

sat night

2006-08-26T06:09:00.000-07:00

OK the first part of this post will be on dilys ong. you can skip over to the next part if you don't want to read about her(lols) but ok la. she's kinda interesting to read about. or at least, i'll make it interesting de.

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dilys is my primary school friend for 4 years if im not wrong. she's damn retarded, as in honestly. she craps a lot and she's tawny. she has wavy hair and a fat face. haha. she speaks faster than anybody i know, even shiyun! so she is like a machine gun in a way. shes quite annoying at times. she loves to spam my blog with her crap which shows that she is damn lame. but heh. she's in 2E now and in CO.

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it's saturday night and i have pretty much been slacking the day off, only stopping to do a little work. although im supposed to study. i always find ways to slack. i honestly think im really really mad sometimes. i can imagine like lionel and yuanjun mugging like hell. and here i am, listening to true by ryan cabrera and blogging and downloading AUDITIONSEA(by request of flower), she says it's really nice. It's so long le and it's still at 8%. GOD.

lushikoh blog is up. but i'm not gonna disclose the URL. cause SOME people managed to get past the password prompt!!! Which is damn scary cause there's really lots of things in there.

teddy geigar sounds so nice. and i got more songs cause i just had a music exchange with flower now there's not enough space in my ipod MINI anymore WHY???

And charme is kinda stagnant for the mo cause im just so so so busy la ok. so the blog is for me now. me and my life.

And yes, every occasionally i would blog about BOYS right right. JONATHAN BENNETT is so cute. Cause I suddenly looked through the films and saw mean girls and i remember the absolutely hot male character. AARON. so goddamn cute. hopefully he plays nate in the gossipgirl movie. chad micahel murray should go away. really. WANT HIS WALLPAPER???

http://www.wallpaperbase.com/wallpapers/celebsm/jonathanbennett/jonathan_bennett_1.jpg

Look! I'm so darn nice. Would any other girl share this with you? Obviously NOT.

And you are still so oblivious. Can you please be a tad smarter? You think you are so smart, but in fact, you are a person of a lousiest breed.You still think everything is as peaceful as it seems? Well, it seems not to me.

hidden truth

2006-08-24T02:11:00.000-07:00

Like hil's nick, it's hidden truth. UTTERLY HIDDEN. You fake it off so well. Bitch. I should have thought so anyway. Or maybe I was just plain dumb yeah.

Today's history test was actually satisfactory. That's a first okay. Then moving on, it's LSP! We went like grocery shopping and it was kinda fun even though we didnt win but who cares about that little present? It's not really sour grapes, I really don't care.

Then me, Bev, Yanlin, Siew ting and Xin yan like went to Parkway for lunch and we saw so many other people of our class! LOLS. kinda expected. And i kept stealing Eli's drink. TSK TSK. Then the others left, leaving me and BEv, and of course, we went shopping!!! But i didn't buy much stuff lugging a stupid school bag around! I kinda hate shopping after school. There's just no mood, the i-just-wanna-spend-my-money mood. Yeaps, that's right.

So I just bought a caramel milk sweet and peach soda at the Japanese shop. The sweet is so darn nice! And guess why I bought the Peach Soda? Because the cover was all pink and glittery with jap words. How the hell can i not buy. It was three bucks lol.

And me, serene, yilin and see ting were almost late for school today cause....

OPPOSITE SIMEI GREEN/RISE(NOT SURE) NEAT A TRAFFIC JUNCTION TURNING IN TO THE EXPRESSWAY

The car was driving at a normal speed, as usual, like any other normal day. Then suddenly, the car stopped. I don't know what happened. But everybody started to get out of the car so i got out too. I heard "Pang2 xie4 pang2 xie4" So i happily thought that a crab got in the way. BUT NO. It was PUNCTURE, not pang2 xie4. To my dismay, we stood there for quite long and by the time the car's punctured tyre was changed, we thought we were definitely going to be late. BUT NO again! We weren't late! LOLS.

Oh and I have to go do the lushikoh blog le. TSK TSK. BYE.

math c test

2006-08-21T04:23:00.000-07:00

i realised i cant scold vulgarities on mykindablog. i was found OFFENSIVE. and my post was deleted by some fucked up asshole who happen to chance upon my divine blog and complained about me. now i understand how xiaxue felt. or maybe not. who wants to feel what she feels? lols. i don't like her. superficial bimbo who makes mindless comments on things that her low intelligence just grasp.

oops. i'm being mean. and really kinda superficial. but hey, maybe not, i infer from all her stupid posts and pictures ok. some people just get over this stupid stage pretty fast, but she just doesn't. how sad.

anyway, first period today was math test. although it was supposed to be relatively easy, i think i didnt do very well. i think it was kinda bad. gosh. i shall not talk about it. its making me depressed.

then i went for lunch with ah siong gaga, we ate steak at UNO HOUSE. (it rocks, i mean, the tenderloin steak rocks) then i came back home, and watch some anime and here i am typing this post. there was supposed to be training today but dad didnt let me go. i mean it. dad really didnt let me go.

whatever if you dont believe. i dont give a rat's squiggly ass. life is so messy, and effed up. it's like tests after tests, non stop. what is wrong with it. my life was a little dramatic, still is, yes, but it's gotten worse. and i have to accept it as it is?

the d-boys are so cute anyways. the current members: (but i only like the first six excluding Yanagi Kotarou, besides them, there's also Shunji Igarashi and Yuichi Nakamura! <3

Yuu Shirota
Yanagi Kotarou
Yuya Endo
Masaki Kaji
Osamu Adachi
Hirofumi Araki
Hiroki Suzuki
Masato Wada
Yuichi Nakamura
Shunji Igarashi
Koji Seto
Shingo Nakagawa
Kohei Kumai
Yuma Minakawa

i think ill go buy their book once i can read jap or something^^

they make my day happier, these bands!

worst dream

2006-08-20T07:10:00.000-07:00

i had an extremely horrible dream last night. i was so scared. i think i can almost burst into tears. and i am not joking. it felt so real. it wasnt even like a magic-ky kinda scary dream, it was like a real life scary dream. it was really bad. i can cry. please dont let dreams come true. i dont know what ill do. really. and dont let this dream come to me anymore. please get away from me.

i feel too not-in-the-mood to blog about today's stuff. let me just say. i went to rachel house to do math sculpture and i came back and did my best to study. i hate it. i hate to study. theres still a math test tmr, right on first period. my life is like, the midst of an overcrowded mrt train, an accident occurs. the train stops, my life pauses. then i witness this gruesome accident, and i cant move, theres too many people. people are frantic. and im at a loss of what to do.

and suddenly, it feels so wrong. my life is really in a mess.

i dont even know if i can get into triple science. in dunman high at least. i haven been doing very well, like in any subject. its killing me.

please put my life back into place. where it was all nice and safe? where i could go to sleep peacefully, without the bad dreams. without the troubles, where i dont have to fret. and worry. i cant take it all. or at least, let me be strong, strong enough to take all that on.

please.

it's been so long

2006-08-17T06:17:00.000-07:00

oh my god, it's been really quite long since i last posted? how long? two weeks? I really got no idea. Maybe longer, maybe not that long?

oh wells. so much had happened, i realised who my angel was. thank you angel^^

its the exams really, that have been pushing me so so so hard. but dont know why, sometimes, i find ways to slack. arent i just amazing? i honestly think i am. i am slacking now. taking a loong breather, yes, so long already. i cant study at home. kill me. URGH.

the D-BOYS are so cute!!! osamu adachi is so cute although he's not good looking in that way la. so is hiroki aiba but he aint in D--BOYS, but whatever. osamu adachi is eiji kikumaru in the prince of tennis movie. *screams* wahaha. but i dont like all of them ok, i only like a particular FEW. im not naming them. too lazy. oh fine and shirota yuu, yuya endo,Shunji Igarashi, yuichi nakamura and masaki kaji. how lovely.

but i realised that japanese/korean guys are not good looking in that hot way, only the kinda-cute way. and that goong guy, quite cute too. but ok only la. and hu ge of course, forever no 1, he's got his new song up! yay^^

ok, enough about the boys.

and i have to write yimei's book! ah. the full blood prince, its killing me, silently.

lately the tests and exams and homework and projects are piling, not all had received good grades, but only okay grades. i guess nothing is too wrong with me?

oh oh oh oh. zac is cute ok. sulin thinks his eyebrows are weird, well, it is a little weird, but whatever, he is gayishly cute on the whole. isnt that weird yet cute? how ironic.

ah. my adachin. he looks so cute with the reddish brown hair, stabding with his arms on his hips and legs apart! so adorable. lols.

koh hsing dee is gonna be my teacher in charge, honestly, why cant she just give me that damn one mark for the life science test? she's freaking annoyiing.

oh wells. bye.

Charme is working fine

2006-08-09T04:30:00.000-07:00

Charme is working fine now yay^^I'm so busy, so so busy.

Happy National Day to all!!!

Charme

2006-08-08T08:14:00.000-07:00

Charme is working weird now. Ok, so if you want to get into my site, you will see this whole list of crap that is not supposed to be there. But it's not like there's virus in it so dont worry, those are just my files. So, CLICK ON RACHEL BILSON-INDEX to get into the site. Very fast and kinda easy, just click on the bottom link:
www.charme.co.nr
find rachel bilson-index, click on it,
and TADA.
ok?
bye. i changed skin and layout. HAPPY ME> and lushikoh outing today too^^

p.s. happy national day's eve to all!

conversation with siya

2006-08-07T07:57:00.000-07:00

my convo with siya! cos i cried during the show rmb, when watching the lakehouse. read my previous post^^

[*2ismOs'06__] - The One Being Sung /\ 歌われる者- says:
oh pamela~
[*2ismOs'06__] - The One Being Sung /\ 歌われる者- says:
I SEE U REACHED HOME SAFELY.
charme hey romeo says:
then read shiying's blog
charme hey romeo says:
funny
charme hey romeo says:
serene's blog also
[*2ismOs'06__] - The One Being Sung /\ 歌われる者- says:
huh. wads it abt?
charme hey romeo says:
breasts haha and other stuff
[*2ismOs'06__] - The One Being Sung /\ 歌われる者- says:
.....
[*2ismOs'06__] - The One Being Sung /\ 歌われる者- says:
omgosh. i'll stop reading.
charme hey romeo says:
lols why
[*2ismOs'06__] - The One Being Sung /\ 歌われる者- says:
i know wads it abt anyway, i can predict in my mind. zz
charme hey romeo says:
lols, not that bad las
[*2ismOs'06__] - The One Being Sung /\ 歌われる者- says:
oh ya pam
charme hey romeo says:
yea?
[*2ismOs'06__] - The One Being Sung /\ 歌われる者- says:
u said its ok to dream once in a while
charme hey romeo says:
yeah..
[*2ismOs'06__] - The One Being Sung /\ 歌われる者- says:
i dream everyday -_-
charme hey romeo says:
LOLS.

Siya is so so so cute! Lols. hehe. Siya the duck. no no. the dead duck. wahaha. shes so amusing.

the lakehouse

2006-08-07T05:51:00.000-07:00

the lakehouse was so nice. i pon CCA to go and watch the show, and i managed to pull siya along! bev and eli came too. it's so nice. i dare say its the only show i think its worth ponning to watch. you may not like the show the way i do but i dont give a rat squiggly's ass cos the point is. i love itt. and i know you will too (^_^) its so sweet and romantic and full of emotions that only love can give. i know i sound cheesy. but the show's worthed it. enough for me to be cheesy. the only other show that is so sweet without being so complicated and cliche is love actually.

i suddenly feel like falling in like true love. basking in the joy of the cupids and everything that seems so perfect. although its quite impossible. that any man would do this for me. if i really can find true love, and he would be as sweet, i'ld give up my lofty aspirations and fly to the ends of the earth with him, ahaha. we would just sit by the lake, watching the sunrise and sunset, never bothering about people and the hypocritical superficial world that is almost plastic.

i know im fantasizing, i know sometimes i just have to face up to reality. i guess i have to even though i really dont want. and if i had a choice, i wouldnt want too. its good to daydream once in a while. haha.

today has been such a great day. lessons were almost great! and i got satisfactory marks for geog which shocked me. hehehe. im so happy. science lesson today was disgusting. its so embarrassing, to learn about pubic hair and its growth with like, i dont know, people of the opposite sex around. gross i say. and most of all. i managed to protect my delicate, fragile and tender body. shiying did not manage to headbutt me THERE cause i pon training. i don know how long i can dodge her thoguh. shes mad. i dont want to be her next victim. *wonders who her victim was today* poor victim no ??? i dont want to be victim???+1. NO NO NO. get your hands away from my breast shiying.

and two more days to national day! tmr is national day celebration. after that would be...LUSHIKOH OUTING!!! yay^^ i cant wait. cant wait. cant wait wahahaha.

jingjie is not coming to school tmr so marcus will be mascot. gosh. i can hear what yimei, adryl, clara, and shiying is going to say. but i dont mind. *smiles innocently*

oh wells. i gotta help in the mascot making. bye.

P.S. remember to watch the lake house. its so worthed it. so so worthed it.

REVAMPED SIMPLER BLOG

2006-08-04T07:17:00.000-07:00

hello people. it's been long isn't it? since i posted here. my thoughts and everything. oh wells. i have been so so so busy. but now i'm back! for good! isn't that greatt??? so wonderful.

im really back because i find blogger MUCH less problematic and faster to use. so instead of blogging in there, i mighta as well blog in here. charme shall be my site with site updates and design and stuff. but this will be my blog. me-andyou will stay my blog! forever yeah! if thats possible of cos. but i think it will! ^^

i put on an amazing five kg. i cant believe it. really. im being most honest. this is my blog i say what i want and i will be honest. FIVE kg, i never hit above 47 kg. gosh. but im not obese or fat at all la. im like 90%. freakk. what is wrong with me. really. i grew like 1.5 cm only! weeps. i thought i grew to 164 already. why am i growing so slowly in terms of height and like literally exploding in terms of weight!?! unfairness. when i saw the weighing scale i squinted right on the scale and said "oh my god. im 50kg" then ms tan loook at me and said "you put on 5 kg?" then im like "oh my god, ya"!!! this is BAD. but like almost everybody in class put on weight, besides a pathetic few who actually managed to lose weight. weird la.

today's training was bah. shiying was practically head butting everybody's breasts. like she gets her victimes from the volleyball club. shes mad. her victim today was then MELISSA. poor melissa. i haven kena yet. lucky me. today yixian and kystal came back to visit. the tj uniform is so ugly. its like dirty phlegmy green. like a really gross colour. i dont understand how they actually wear that uniform. its horrid. its pathetic. although i really kinda dont like our school and its uniform, it really isnt as bad as TJ's. gosh. what a stupid school who ostracise people and have ugly uniforms. apeshit.

lushikoh outing is this coming tues. im so happy. i cant wait. just like su said, we are so evil, so full of evil. haha. actually im the nice one among the three you know. its SU and HIl who are REALLY evil. they blame it all on me, those two. see? they are truely the evil ones. don see hil ah, so innocent and fair and cute, but actually she also very evil de. su no need to see la. one look and you know shes the evil-est. so naturally, im the nicest. i mean just look at me! what evil do you see? literally none, im honest, honest.

i cant publish my site using frontpage until now. i mean from just now until now. whats their effing problem. dumb system.

life science test didnt seem as easy -.-" think i didnt do that well. math common test and chinese test and ting xie and projects and homework are all cramming me up like hell. what a stupid school. i want to go hogwarts like hell. i would give almost anything to get into that school. i read half blood prince again. didnt cry this time. hah. i love harry. fleur's name is nicee. fleur. fleur. fleur. fleur. fleur!!

bev just sent me some pics that i took with her. i look so horribly distorted and ugly and maybe a little act cute. gosh. i cant stand myself. sometimes i cant help but AGREE WITH XIAXUE. like fuck natural beauty. all that stupid natural beauty talks they give, like almost every woman on this earth, in a right frame of mind, wants to look better. so they put make up, and by doing so, its not natural beauty anymore. if you use adobe photoshop to in any way, try to hide your flaws, you are also a piece of fake beauty. if you are so supportive of natural beauty, then tell me in the face that you wil not put any make up all your life for beauty purposes. not at all. not even when you get married, which you probably wont. and dont paint your nails. dont exercise to keep your figure in shape. grow lumps of fat that just stay all over your body, you tummy, arms, and fat butts. and just sleep like a pig all day. if you are able to do all that, then go campaign for natural beauty. im sure women all over the world would flock to see your shapely figure and support you man. go ahead. loser.

so you see. im actually quite honest. ah. and a lot of people know who my mortal is le. so not fun. not not not fun. sigh. what should i get ahhh. so busy la. must buy presents for a lot of people. siewting and mortal and angel. and sunday still got bbq.

loong post la. so fun. haven posted it a while. this is to make up for itl. comment by tagging until comment system is up.

MOVED.

2006-07-20T04:33:00.000-07:00

I am proud to say that i have moved!!!

http://www.charme.co.nr

Relink and i'll still update in here once in a while! :)

HUGE REVAMP

2006-07-16T06:09:00.000-07:00

i think i should have said this a long time ago.

MY BLOG IS CURRENTLY UNDERGOING A HUGE REVAMP, AND BLA.

So isn't it obvious that i wouldn't be posting in a while or maybe not quite as often!?! So please do not ask me why i am not posting although i am announcing the revamp now...

Great:))) Besides, i am VERY BUSY. Extemely in fact, cause i am watching PoT and after that i gotta watch Love Contract, and Ai Qing Mo Fa Shi, and a whole lot of other manga. So yeah, plus, i gotta do my blog which isn't halfway done!?! Busy busy. And that darn FTP, yilin....!!! HELP HELP.

Bleaugh.

MI to an end...

2006-07-12T03:04:00.000-07:00

MI accessment is tomorrow.. It's finally coming to an end. It had been a hectic week and i'm not absolutely sure whether i like MI more or normal school lessons.

Been feeling kinda emo lately? I don't know. I guess i am. Maybe it's the people around me? Friends? Yeah, i think so. I don't understand why some people are like that, so bratty, so spoiled and just plain annoying at times. I'm not talking about anybody in particular or maybe i am. But whatever. In general, sometimes it feels like i cant communicate with any of them, but seldom, i think it's weird cause people sorta say that i'm a people's person? It's freakish. I want to scream in the ears of those annoying people. And their ears will just rot and fall off. Oh wells.

It feels so... Have any one of you heard the song, In The Arms Of An Angel by Sarah Mclaghlan or something? Yeah, it feels like that...

I can't stop watching anime now too. Prince of Tennis.. yeah, i prefer these kinda comics to those like Inuyasha, full of fighting and weirdly looking creatures who might even be the main character. How horrible. Reading about these kinda ugly fantasy is just weird. People read comics for that pure pleasure. Reading about stuff so violent will just cause you to lose your head and become mad. Haha. No offence.

No, really.

IDMI

2006-07-06T01:42:00.000-07:00

Today is the start of IDMI:D? Went to Chinatown, Little India and Kampong Glam. SO BORED OF THESE PLACES HONESTLY. sheesh. Esp today, we had to go into the temple or mosque i couldnt remember which i think its something to do with the Indians though, at Kampong Glam or Little India, then the floor was so wet cause it was raining and we had to take off our shoes. Then our feet were like wet and stuff. I dont exactly ike it, maybe because it was wet. No offence please, im just saying according to my experience today.

I'm so addicted to Prince of Tennis now!!! Tezuka!!! Ryoma! and MOMO! and Fuji and eiji yay^^ love them all. wahaha. im gonna take a longtime to watch all cause it's like hundred over episodes.. I'm only at Epi 13!?! haha. and Ryoma always say "mada mada dane"! Haha. Then after watching PoT, i will watch School Rumble! :)))

Oh bye!

only in your dreams

2006-07-03T00:19:00.000-07:00

I GOT THE GOSSIPGIRL BOOK:))))

ONLY IN YOUR DREAMS

AND I FINISHED READING IT. BUT. It wasn't as nice as the previous books? But it sorta led to a nice "ending" which means that the next book would be great:D There are new characters, as usual, like every book, but honestly i don think this book is that great. sheesh. and I gotta read two books, educational, to get this book, im so pissed. sigh, lets not talk about that.

And i want to get the "it girl" book too, by cecily von ziegesar. I love gossipgirl.

HAPPY YOUTH DAY

2006-06-30T06:47:00.000-07:00

HAPPY YOUTH DAY TO ALL YOUTHS, too bad if you aren't one! Time isn't like anything you can control!

HAHA. School was fun today anyways. We watched Tarzan!?! It was an inspirational show? No way! Then there was a bazaar, i bought the Dunman High postcards. They were quite nice... Then we played these games.. The first one was cherades, second was some mind brainy game, then third was this bollywood game that was both mad and fun and just plain weird. But it was fun after all, Plus, we kept winning:) HAHA.

I went to teoheng to sing for like 5 and a half hours? My throat is like...UH. SANG LIKE MAD kinda, with yanlin, beverly and shiyun, shiyun left earlier though. It was like so mad, and beverly had a BALLOON with her, so it was like, whenever me or someone else isnt singing, then we'll play with the balloon!?! Like hitting each other on the heads with the balloon, then rubbing it vigourously with cloth, then trying to "attract" leg hair??? OH gross right. At least, Shiyun did that to me. That maddo. So we were singing and singing and singing.

And mum's sick, i went out for dinner and im here now, don know doing what. Bro's confined, he's coming back only on sunday, that pathetic brother o mine.

Oh bye.

patch adams^^

2006-06-29T05:54:00.000-07:00

Patch Adams is so nicee:) I watched the show today at the lecture theatre for a buck with eli and some other friends.. It was kinda touching as well^^ Then i saw millie after that, she came to my school!?!

Sulin got into VJJJ!?! CONGRATS^^ And i know some people ought to be ashamed of themselves by feeling both angry and jealous. Really, Sulin is a friend, a really really good friend! How can you be angry? MEAN LITTLE COW. Haha. As Su says it.If its yours, its yours. If its not, dont bother trying. Or try, But, if you still cant after trying, then really, don bother.

IM SO SO SO BORED.

i think ill create another site! Like from www.mykindablog.co.uk. :)))

THERE!

pamelak@mykindablog.co.uk
you can mail me at this too i think. and i created another useless site haha.
http://pamela.mykindablog.co.uk/home/zview/user/view/2292
It's under network under plugs.

BYE and NIGHT.

Feeling weird

2006-06-26T07:05:00.000-07:00

I just had a long long talk with Dion. :) Really long talk. Whoa. It had been meaningful and interesting though. Really. I'm not gonna talk much about it because it was probably one of the most unforgettable convo i had, since so long, since so so so long.

First day of school today, after the june hols year 2006. SCHOOL is back, haunting us ever again, unwilling to get off our backs. Whatever.

NEW TIMETABLE!!!

TENG"S GONE. HAHA. TENG"S GONE. SHE'S NO LONGER GONNA TEACH US SCIENCE. WEE. IM EXHILARATED.

Oh and there was supposed to be training today. But i went for Towner Garden CIP, which was a big fat flop. I missed a training just like that. GOSH.

There are a lot of nice blogskins at Blogskin [dot] com i see recently. That's good. That's good.

Dion's made me feel emo now. Sorry and thanks! ^_^

Thanks to Yunia!

2006-06-24T06:08:00.000-07:00

Yunia, owner of kawaiiprincess [dot] com has completed my request for a layout.. It's okayy.
http://www.freewebs.com/yunia/request2.html
Thanks Yunia!

It's bloody saturday. TWO more days to the start of school.

YAY man.

NO NO NO. i hate school. haven really completed my homework... But its more or less done.

And yes, i found out that Hu Ge is gonna cut his album.. It's gonna be out in AUGUST. YAY^^ i love August. Isn't this the best news ever!?!

AWWW.

NEW AFFIE

2006-06-23T08:54:00.000-07:00

♥NEW AFFIE!!!♥
Yilin is my new affie, her site rocks!
(^_^)
And i added sis' site as an affie too. Got 2 affies in a row! :DDD

gotta chiong homework now! ♥

BYE. ♥

P.S. Please tag and pass me your button codes somehow, like erm, put it in your site or emailing me would be fine! ♥