&& i found it. that paradise.

sometimes-*with my own words.slightly distorted.
sometimes i cryy in darkness.when i feel pissed, by you . and ma friends. how loyal can eu get? i treat eu as ma friend, ma pal, ma best bud...what did ya do to me?eu led me to depression, to a state of nowhere, a state of no return. eternal happiness, please come to me.joy and peace, where are eu? dont hide.let me see yya face.sometimes when i cant find eu in ma heart, thats when i given up hope, on eu...i ask myself whether i need eu, whether eu were there for me in times of need.eu were untrue. unfaithful. eu betrayed ma. ma heart.i heart eu no more...lurve is all about chances.one chance is enough.no one needs no more than that.ohh ohh ohh.all the fucking shit that eu do. i need them no more.no more no more.sometimes i am defeated by eu, ohh, i never denied that. where is my lurve? where is my lurve?those fucked up friends.all that they do. all of them are hypocrites...black hearts behind their smiles.i never believed them. did eu? i tell eu not to. did eu believe me? eu never did.sometimes, sometimes, sometimes,i wish i could forget eu...ohh, ohh, ohh....

-by a group of friends who they named themselves--vulgarities.

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I'm Pamela, 14 years old, living in the sunny beautiful island of Singapore. I'm Asian, tanned and a volleyballer. I love shopping, slacking and reading. I prefer to think myself to be an optimist. I'm a bit of a blur queen, late queen and drama queen. And i appreciate the finer things in life. My birthday is on the 23rd May 1992. You really better remember it.