&& i found it. that paradise.

oh shoot. I’m screwed. serious. I suppose I can say I have never been any more screwed??? guess what? I got a 9.5/25 for my science, 28.5/50 for Chinese and 32/50 for math. For math and as a math rep, I got the lowest in class together with someone else. thats like how sad can? As in, place yourself in my shoes can? I’m dead. Well, I hope my parents will never find out about my results lah. I hope so. And jiang ling just hates me la. How sad. How exactly pathetic is my life??? I’ve checked. VERY PATHETIC. Just go to www.checkyourlife.com haha. Just joking. No such web. Even if there is, it’s conincidence. Life sucks. My life is like a freaking dramatic show with whoa, how many twists and turns? I’m sure ken and tan ai fen will love it if was a piece of creative writing. But too bad it isn’t. nice one ken. I’m sorry for you. I noe it’s all crap up there. But it’s true. So my life is crap. I must seriously buck up for my year end exams. Serious. I’ll try to make a schedule. Uh huh. Really. I wanted to cry when I got my results kaes? Ok… a lil la… but one must always look on the bright side of life. So ya. Whatever. I’m feeling pretty pissed. Ciao.
Life is meant to be beautiful, ISN’T IT? If it is, then why isn’t it?
-tOodles-

P.S. happy birthday waechie…hope you like the prezzie!!! :]

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I'm Pamela, 14 years old, living in the sunny beautiful island of Singapore. I'm Asian, tanned and a volleyballer. I love shopping, slacking and reading. I prefer to think myself to be an optimist. I'm a bit of a blur queen, late queen and drama queen. And i appreciate the finer things in life. My birthday is on the 23rd May 1992. You really better remember it.