&& i found it. that paradise.

happy april's fool day! today i got tricked la. and i couldnt trick anybody at all. HMMMph. tsk. im so lousy. gee. gareth tricked me la. he smsed me like this:

Gareth: Lol.. I ps lar.. Haiz.. Nvm i juz ask.. Can can can er.. Can be my stead?
Me: Uh no. Why this sudden question?
Gareth: I think you forgot what day today is already..
Me: What the hell la. Lols.
Gareth: Sorry.. Paiseh
Me: Never mind la lols.
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SEE? i cant believe i got tricked by this la!! USH. how dumb can i get. Gareth, i swear im gonna get you for this dude. mark my words, this is so unfair i got tricked lols.

yes, i was late again today. im REALLY sorry. i mean i already said sorry, why does she have to keep harping on it? like she doesn't have any flaws la. whatever la, being pissed doesnt make me feel different from feeling pissed. you know, you can just tell me why you are pissed with me and say it out. please dont go "it's okay, never mind.." then the next thing you do is like do a roundabout and be sarcastic. bitch. just tell me in the face. i hate people who got no guts la.

and i don give a damn whether you read this or not. cause im frigging pissed.

today co concert was great la, but i don really like co you, i just went there to support shiyun. i couldn't see shiyun playing cause the person sitting in front of me had a big head. how i wished i bought the night ticket. it probably saved me all that agony i had to bear.

saw yixian today, she wearing white framed specs now. cool.and rachel, sorry, i couldnt find you and the others and there was limited time for the interval, so i just went with my friend, sorry, couldn't explain just now.. because.. oh wells.

didn't shop much today at town cause we had no time as someone sarcastically put it that somebody(me) was late. and we couldn't take neos also, because of the SAME reason... fine fine fine. so i just shut up la, im so maginemous(spelling is wrong) unlike somebody. whatever. i know what you think about me, my friend, sheena, told me le, so don bother defending yourself.

forget the unhappiness, its all meant to vent my anger anyway, once you read it, please forget it, it means no harm. i changed skin as you can see. and when i came home today, i forgot to bring keys, so i had to wait outside for bro and sis to come back from marina. so i listen to ipod and sms ronghui. ronghui is so nice lor. he and ziyu was supposed to go to the concert but instead they went to play games at the arcade and plaza sing. ziyu said they wanted to play land at first somemore. -.-"

watched xian1 jian4 qi2 xia2 zhuan4 today. talk so much about jinyuan la. talk so lil bout xiaoyao. tsk tsk. sigh.

nothing much le. bye.

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I'm Pamela, 14 years old, living in the sunny beautiful island of Singapore. I'm Asian, tanned and a volleyballer. I love shopping, slacking and reading. I prefer to think myself to be an optimist. I'm a bit of a blur queen, late queen and drama queen. And i appreciate the finer things in life. My birthday is on the 23rd May 1992. You really better remember it.