&& i found it. that paradise.

level camp sucked like don know what!!! i know that the teachers did their best to keep it enjoyable for us, but still, it wasnt very fun in my opinion. sheesh. my mense came and i couldnt play most of the water games. how suai. seriously. and everything was so filthy and dirrty. like eww. ants and mosquitoes were like predators and we were like the prey. wtf right. the first night was esp horrid. we slept in a antsy tent, and the ants kept biting and biting, all over, big ones, small ones. EVERYWHERE. even our scalp. can you even imagine? i woke up at like 3 plus 4 willingly. like nobody knows what time i wake up normally??? bleaugh. luckily we slept in dorms the second night, whew.

and i missed the campfire. i left the camp, crying. because my granddad was hospitalised, so i had to leave. tsk. i really didnt know what happened to him, so i have been visiting him everyday at Changi General Hospital. He's still in a critical condition. He sorta suffered a stroke and.. sigh. i seriously don know. life's a mess.

oh, i met tashi during the camp. she's uber nice and fun to be with??? like totally. she's a lil taller than me, shes in dance, golf, and taking piano grade 8. and she has long legs and she looks like she isnt from singapore. like whoa. i don have her pic or i could post it here.. nvm. she's really nice and stuff, but she's taken. aww. so sad.

today is post vesak day. happy post vesak to all!!!

we sorta patched up a bit but im still seeing how things go. i hope things will turn out fine. im not gonna say anymore.

there's chinese paladin later, FINAL EPISODE. i think i can just die. gosh, i love xiaoyao aka hu ge. lovee***

anyway, gotta do vjc application thing. BYE.

p.s. for tomorrow, happy mother's day!
p.p.s. two, fourm six, eight, ten more days till my birthday!!! :)

lovee*

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I'm Pamela, 14 years old, living in the sunny beautiful island of Singapore. I'm Asian, tanned and a volleyballer. I love shopping, slacking and reading. I prefer to think myself to be an optimist. I'm a bit of a blur queen, late queen and drama queen. And i appreciate the finer things in life. My birthday is on the 23rd May 1992. You really better remember it.