&& i found it. that paradise.

I've got another blog up and I've been posting there quite regularly for a while. It has everything in there, all my deepest thoughts. It feels good to be able to type freely without worrying about whether this post would offend anybody or something.

anyway, i want to take this post to tell the people around me something ok. Whether you have been mean or not, or you have said something you shouldn't have... Just forgot it ok? Place some trust in that person and believe that she didn't mean it, she had her reasons, or she simply is human, she had her flaws. If you feel hurt, betrayed, pissed over whatever that person said, she must be of a certain importance to you. Or pose a threat in some way, whatever it is, she means something. And if that something had been really positive, then believe in that person.

It doesn't matter what that person had done, just don't do it too badly back. Human nature is like that. Take things in your stride. Sometimes things go your way, sometimes it doesn't. And as quoted from the five people you meet in heaven, hatred is like a curved blade, you use it to harm someone, you are actually harming yourseld. You are not able to release the hatred. And every second that you are hating, you lose a second of happiness. If we could stop hating and use the time to be happy. This world would be such a happy world.

I know whatever I said might not be that easy to do. But try? I don;t know what to do about it too.

Gosh this is a sad depressing post. Oh bye. I don't know what to say le la.

♥ Hello.
This is my blog. my personal space, no designs no nothing. just my blog.
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There's no rules. Let me be me. I don't have to explain whatever that i do or say in here.
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I'm Pamela, 14 years old, living in the sunny beautiful island of Singapore. I'm Asian, tanned and a volleyballer. I love shopping, slacking and reading. I prefer to think myself to be an optimist. I'm a bit of a blur queen, late queen and drama queen. And i appreciate the finer things in life. My birthday is on the 23rd May 1992. You really better remember it.