&& i found it. that paradise.

J.E.R.K. one word. jerk. if you don't give a damn, i don't either. I was really just disappointed, but now, anger is a mere understatement.

And to someone else, I'm sorry.

I'm so diao-d. I'm going Bangkok again, to shop. LIKE AGAIN. Heh, but shopping would be a great way to vent my anger.

Wait till I start working Singapore, your economy would rise and be so darn prosperous because of me. Cause I'm so good at spending. So the government should pay me for spending. TOTALLY.

And I earn my rights to spend. SO, it's not like i take money from my parents! Tthose dear spoilt whining bratty lians need some role model RIGHT. HAHA.

ME.

I should hold a talk for them, like some public speech, like a prime minister. BUT, my speech would probably be a thousand times more interesting. And everybody would clap and I would have a fan club.

"Thus behold this divine beauty in front of you, Ms Pamela" the legendary character in tiny dot Singapore who will influence so many people. OH OH!

There goes my imagination. BUT HEY, Elizabeth is a damn good example. LOOK. At how I changed her.

MY INFLUENCE. MY IMPACT. MY HOLY WORDS. MY TEACHINGS.

And my next masterpiece-to-be, LEE SIYA. She is in the process of being ~~brainwashed~~ taught the right way. Things are looking GOOD.

Way way better.

Want to be my masterpiece number 3!?! APPLY APPLY.

You must be:
-a girl (sorry i don't do boys at the moment)
-a nerd/geek
-listen to whatever i say
-pay me $20 on an hourly basis
-pay for your own clothes
-pay for mine
-give me your nets and your pin
-no, give me everything i want.
-love me.

what you will get:
-a totally transformed you.
-a result you'll absolutely love
-a good friend/teacher (ME)

oh oh BEHOLD.

♥ Hello.
This is my blog. my personal space, no designs no nothing. just my blog.
All my other stuff are at WithLove, it's my portfolio.
There's no rules. Let me be me. I don't have to explain whatever that i do or say in here.
It's not exactly the greatest blog ever which has happy endings all the time, it's just a little online diary where i gather certain bits and pieces of my life
Click alt-F4 if you are unhappy. I don't need you here, dampening my mood.

I'm Pamela, 14 years old, living in the sunny beautiful island of Singapore. I'm Asian, tanned and a volleyballer. I love shopping, slacking and reading. I prefer to think myself to be an optimist. I'm a bit of a blur queen, late queen and drama queen. And i appreciate the finer things in life. My birthday is on the 23rd May 1992. You really better remember it.