&& i found it. that paradise.

today is the last freakking day of school, it ends 2i o6' and its also the last time i'll ever study in that narnia classrm again. i didn't cry. amazingly. cos i thought i really would cry. i didnt hug anyone besides rachel t and sulin cos they hug me. cos i know ill break down and cry. sigh.

it prolly be the last time sitting in serene's dad's car to school again. maybe.

i really wanted to cry when i said: "Good-bye 2i" before i left. it wasnt as heart wrenching as it was when i left CZPS, but it was still sad. i loved 2i. i dont want to change classes, i dont want to mix with those lians of the SAP who talk so damn loudly without grace and self respect. it is completely disgracing to be in the same class as them.

su's also leaving for VJ, xinyan's leaving for NJ, i just came back from xinyan's farewell party, i didnt go to work. had steamboat and loads of fun at rachel c's house. ill also rmb tonight people. no matter what happens i love 2i, atom, lushikoh, and all my friends!!! i really will miss you.

i cant imagine being in a class w/o bev's chatter, eli's lameness, siya's diao-ness, shiyun's tei voice, rachel c's red face, lionel's annoyingness, ryan's retardedness, yanlin's blurness, hil's sweetness, su's madness, xinyan's smartness, siewting's seriousness, rachel t's laughter, yuanjun's brains, kiayi's siao-ness and so much more. simply too much to write.

i will be terribly sad for a while. ill be looking forward to the chalet though. i guess, not many said their goodbyes today cos everybody is looking forward to the chalet. but by the end of the chalet, it really means its over. we'll meet up of cos, go teoheng, lushikoh outing... but as a class, its really diff. ill miss all of you truckloads. even for those whom im not too close with.. we are all part of 2i, lets rmb 2i as a whole united, bonded class~forever.

i love 2ismos 06 and its narnian classrm, all my lovely friends there and teachers. ill miss you all, for sure. lets try to stay in touch, and never forget pamela, no 11, pe rep and once math rep of 2i. ill rmb all of you^^

i guess, i sorta written out my depressing mood. im worried about sec three and loads. but now, im just sad. words can hardly write out my feelings now, but yeah, whatever.

with that, it marks the end of 2i 06' as a class,....

Or the beginning or 3? 07'?

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I'm Pamela, 14 years old, living in the sunny beautiful island of Singapore. I'm Asian, tanned and a volleyballer. I love shopping, slacking and reading. I prefer to think myself to be an optimist. I'm a bit of a blur queen, late queen and drama queen. And i appreciate the finer things in life. My birthday is on the 23rd May 1992. You really better remember it.