&& i found it. that paradise.

Tomorrow's the last day of work. I don't know whether to be happy or what. I guess i will miss some of them, some of the riders, Joey and all. And i won't get any more pay. :(( And i'll have to go to school soon.

Man, i dread the word "school".

But on the other hand, i feel relieved from the fact that i don't have to go to work and face some awful customers anymore. I swear, those who want to order pizza, can you decide BEFORE calling??? What's the point of deciding when you've already called and are only wasting the precious time of us, operators??? And then you scream "Oei, what you want???" to your friend/family member right in my ear without realising it. And you waste money: Phone Bill. Please, use your brain.

And i'll get to enjoy my holiday properly. Shoppingggg~~~ Here I come!!!

FINALLY.

I am deprived. I am. I genuinely am. I haven't shopped in eons. I absolutely hate the truth, i am working but i am not shopping. Why??? I hate to admit my pathetic non-life. I don't have a life, thus, NON-life. Cause i have to pay for my own uniform and school books and the etc. And save for shopping spree when i get to Bangkok.

BUT SOON. My non-life will soon turn back into a life.

MARK MY WORDS.

And you liar, why don't you just admit that you guys were together? I won't bite you, why are you so damn afraid of offending me??? I genuinely am not a bitch.

I got no idea why people tend to get the idea that i am very sluttish, or bitchy, or mean. WHY??? Can somebody tell me why?? If you know, please leave a note on my tagboard. LIKE WTF??? I hear rumours about me everywhere, and none of those i heard is true. Is it the way i walk? Talk? Tie my hair? Present myself?

Huns, if you don't know a shit about me, don't talk about me. Please have that bit of depth in you.

Bah. Enough obout those people. I watch DeathNote again. Kira is so freaking adorable. I can't help it. And so smart. Aww. And i watched Hana Kimi today also:) Man, it seems like the only things that are making my world a better place are the unrealistic, made-up things that would never ever happen to me.

For e.g, i'll never pick up a book like Death Note cause i'm neither as smart as Kira or as pretty as Misa.

I would never find someone to like so much, that i would migrate over to that place to find him. And go to a boys' school, to find the person i admire so much.

Ah. Whatever. Lushikoh outing is Friday, i miss ヒルタ and スリン so much. I can't wait. :))

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I'm Pamela, 14 years old, living in the sunny beautiful island of Singapore. I'm Asian, tanned and a volleyballer. I love shopping, slacking and reading. I prefer to think myself to be an optimist. I'm a bit of a blur queen, late queen and drama queen. And i appreciate the finer things in life. My birthday is on the 23rd May 1992. You really better remember it.