&& i found it. that paradise.

Oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god. oh my fucking god.

I can't believe i overslept again. Like for today's friendly match. What is the problem with me!?! I don't know what happened to my alarm.

1) I reached out and off-ed it subconsciously.

2) It spolit and stopped working for today and maybe it'll work just as fine tomorrow.

Even Yimei gave me a morning call! But she called at 7, i thought of sleeping a few more minutes and ta da. I'm HERE.

Gosh, i feel so so so so so so guilty. I sms-ed them to ask if they need people and whether i should rush over. They didn't reply my sms. So yeah, i guess i deserve the pang of guilt. :((( Sorry sorry!

So i felt too guilty to continue sleeping that i woke up at an ungodly hour of 9.30am, willingly. This is probably the FIRST time in a long time, that i woke up so early, WILLINGLY. And so here i am typing this.

So today's little accident made me realise something-I've been procrastinating too much and wasting too much of my life. I must do something about it. And so, i will take serious action! Yes serious!

1) I will start doing homework today!
2) I will resume learning jap, it's gotten rusty.
3) I'll help mum with her paperwork.
4) If i have time, i'll do whatever that's left to do.

YES! I will i must i will. I MUST MUST MUST. At least i must do one of the above, to atone for my grave mistake. Not very grave but it could be grave. What if i oversleep for my interview tmr!?! OH MY GOD.

NO, that will NOT happen. I'll sleep super early tonight and make sure i'm ready. Yes yes, i will sleep early. ^^

I'm feeling hungry, i want breakfast! :((

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I'm Pamela, 14 years old, living in the sunny beautiful island of Singapore. I'm Asian, tanned and a volleyballer. I love shopping, slacking and reading. I prefer to think myself to be an optimist. I'm a bit of a blur queen, late queen and drama queen. And i appreciate the finer things in life. My birthday is on the 23rd May 1992. You really better remember it.