Oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god. oh my fucking god.
I can't believe i overslept again. Like for today's friendly match. What is the problem with me!?! I don't know what happened to my alarm.
1) I reached out and off-ed it subconsciously.
2) It spolit and stopped working for today and maybe it'll work just as fine tomorrow.
Even Yimei gave me a morning call! But she called at 7, i thought of sleeping a few more minutes and ta da. I'm HERE.
Gosh, i feel so so so so so so guilty
. I sms-ed them to ask if they need people and whether i should rush over. They didn't reply my sms. So yeah, i guess i deserve the pang of guilt. :((( Sorry sorry!
So i felt too guilty to continue sleeping that i woke up at an ungodly hour of 9.30am, willingly. This is probably the FIRST
time in a long time, that i woke up so early, WILLINGLY
. And so here i am typing this.
So today's little accident made me realise something-I've been procrastinating too much and wasting too much of my life. I must do something about it. And so, i will take serious action! Yes serious!
1) I will start doing homework today!
2) I will resume learning jap, it's gotten rusty.
3) I'll help mum with her paperwork.
4) If i have time, i'll do whatever that's left to do.
YES! I will i must i will. I MUST MUST MUST. At least i must do one of the above, to atone for my grave mistake. Not very grave but it could be grave. What if i oversleep for my interview tmr!?! OH MY GOD.
NO, that will NOT happen. I'll sleep super early tonight and make sure i'm ready. Yes yes, i will sleep early. ^^
I'm feeling hungry, i want breakfast! :((