&& i found it. that paradise.

Today's quite a good day. Thought a lot. Learned a lot? Read a book, still am reading. My Sister's Keeper by Jodi Picoult. I love her now. frigging awesome.

Time just seemed to have lolled past, ever so slowly.

I noticed but that didn't stop me from reading too. Then the weather today was so nice and peaceful. It made me think of the country side again.

I want to live in somewhere as peaceful as it was today, everyday.

Going for a reunion dinner later. Early i know, cause i'm going Bangkok in a few days. So it really doesn't matter.

I've set my eyes on Japan this year. Hopefully i can pay most of the expenses myself. Hopefully.

Really hoping for something is something i haven't done for a long time, not since a few years ago. I doubt if i am now. But i guess it's the idea that's put across here. Not that i really am. I am hoping but sort of knowing deep inside me whether it will really realise.

Jodi Picoult has influenced me, as you can see, my writing style seems to have changed a bit.

Even i noticed.

If i were Anna, i doubt if i might be so strong.

Yeah i doubt if i would be, strong in terms of everything, i am kinda lacking.

Remember when i said that i'll stop eating carbs? It didn't happen.

Ate Burger King yesterday. And not too long ago, i was stabbing my white plastic spoon into a big red bowl of porridge. (On the bed while reading my book)

I guess that was for tea.

I should try shutting myself out, away from the world and what seems reality. And become a poet or a writer. A new aspiration down that long list.

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I'm Pamela, 14 years old, living in the sunny beautiful island of Singapore. I'm Asian, tanned and a volleyballer. I love shopping, slacking and reading. I prefer to think myself to be an optimist. I'm a bit of a blur queen, late queen and drama queen. And i appreciate the finer things in life. My birthday is on the 23rd May 1992. You really better remember it.